Still Stars POV
After Dinner we went to bed. He kissed my neck...in fact it was a make out session! It felt so good. I'd gotten ontop of him and he was trying to get too far with me.
"Marco!" I snapped as his hand was halfway up my shirt.
"What?" He asked.
"No! Stop! It was fun at first, but no! NO! I'M NOT READY YET!" I snapped getting off of him and pointing him to the living room. He grabbed a thin blanket and one of his pillows. When he was out I slammed the door and locked it.
"Fine be a bitch!" He yelled.
I opened the door and he was there he was.
"I'm the bitch? You're funny! First you kiss my neck, then you try to have sex with me! I'm not really ready for that shit! You act like we've done this shit before!" I snapped.
"I was trying to take your mind off of things, I wasn't going to rape you or anything!" He yelled.
"I said no and you still insist on doing it! This is about you! You wanted to do it, you wanted to take your mind off this move! Don't say you were doing this to me, you we are doing this to yourself!" I yelled.
"Yes, 'cause I wanted to to bang you while my parents were on my mind. Star! I don't want them! I moved for you, I wanted to relax you! You're being stupid!" He yelled.
"Yep, you're right, I'm stupid, you're so right. I'm wrong, you're right. I'm so dumb, right? Okay. At least I'm being safe, you use to be safe." I said closing the door knowing I won this battle. He stomped out of the house.
"I'm safe! I am called the safe kid! You're funny star. You are just...Star...let me in...can we talk?" He asked calmly. I opened the door and immediately kissing him. There was a strange tast to him. I pulled away and looked at bottle in his hand.
"Marco?" I said shocked.
"Y-yeah?" He said trying to make it to the bed.
"Where did you get that?" I asked.
"My *hic* parents were sleeping, so I got some of my dad's beer and poured it in a big *HIC* bottle." He said with a lustful smile.
I took the bottle: no struggle. I led him to the bed. He wrapped his arms around me, his hands going up my back. I did not stop him. He was drunk. I don't know what kind of drunk he is though. I let him do what he wanted...virginity's were lost at 2:50 am. It hurt, it was good to see Marco happy. He might have pinned me to the bed, but I let him.
When we woke up he was in shock. The bed was a bloody mess! Blood; everywhere!
"What the hell happened... Did I rape you?" He asked in sorrow.
"No! You just got really drunk and I felt it was my fault. I know it was wrong, but it's okay. I wanted it..." I heard my voice linger in the air.
"Star...it wasn't your fault. I'm so sorry! Please forgive me." He said hugging me crying.
"Marco," I said trying to think. "It wasn't anyone's fault... I believe I wanted it...besides; it looked like you were having fun." I said with a smirk.
"You have that look...why do you have that look?" He asked slyly knowing what I was hinting at.
Not a limon in my terms. It was like I could not help it! I am sorry if you think that was a limon, but it wasn't. I didn't give details, and I just said they aren't virgins anymore. He got drunk, but hey! Shit happens. This is like life for some people! Oh and look up Dane Cook-Why women win fights. It will help guys
