CANDI'S CONFESSIONS

The Beginning Part 2

them they were everyone who had tried to help me.

i remember one the first people i had every met before. I called her G. it was easy and simple and that's just how i like names easy and simple. the first time i met here she introduced herself as Giuliana, some people called her Giulz  for short but i just called her G. i remember she talked and i just listened to her talk about how her phone was taken out of her hand and how she then freaked out because it was unlocked. i couldn't tell from the start but she was going to  be a friend and not just and friend but a friend who would stay with me even when i took some time away for my personal thoughts. 

But, with G came Asher. aka Ash. Ash was gender fluid. gender fluid is when a person feels like a girl  one day then the next day that person feels like a boy. they are kind like transgender except they kinda don't know what gender they are. so with ash some days she'd be all happy and full of laughs . then the next she'd cry and feel sad. Ash and i we staid friends we were close but not as close as G.

But, we kinda died off Ash and I. I remember when i met charlie. charlie was just charlie to me. everyone else had a special name except him. i don't know if it was because his name was already special or if it  was because i found him sort of like an angel. you see charlie had cancer and a tumor. i met him about ten weeks before he had to have surgery. 

the day i met charlie i had to say we didn't get off to a good start, you see him and nanny which was what i called Nathaniel they had gotten into a fight. this might seem crazy but they were fighting over Ash. it's not crazy because who they were fighting over it was crazy because ash was 12, nanny was 17 and charlie was 19 G was 13 and i was 15.that's a weird mix when you think about it but it was true. charlie and nanny was going back and forth yelling about how charlie did her wrong and made her feel bad and didn't protect her. and charlie was yelling how he did protect her and how he loved her. 

when things started to heat up ash left and that's when things started to go south in the group chat. nanny got more upset as did charlie and i was just plain and simply confused because i didn't know what was happening because that was my first time hearing about any of this or them. but g stepped in and got it almost everyone to calm down. except charlie before charlie left he said these wors that have always been stuck in my head. he said

i just going to go into the laundry room and drink some bleach.

and with that he left the chat.