CANDI'S CONFESSIONS

Awoke

when I woke up I had a lot of text from almost everyone I had been talking to they somehow though that I was dead and that I had killed myself. but, to be honest I am a depressed individual so I cold somehow see how that was possible. however I hadn't truly said that I was going to kill myself so I did not see how it got to the point as to where they thought I was going to commit suicide. I have to say If it weren't for Charlie I would have blocked every single one of those people and forgot about them.

but, because I was worried about Charlie I stayed, and I'm glad that I stayed because if I didn't I wouldn't have the relationship that I have with g now. I have to say out of everyone that I knew g, and Mookie have stuck with me the most. sometimes I regret driving people away, I don't know how but I manage to do it every time. I don't know why but I feel a need to push people away before they push me away.

and it hurts. every time I do it. I still miss batman like hell....

(A/N) I was going to make this chapter longer but then I started crying so I stopped. I guess I don't want to think about the people I pushed away. I swear to god I loved batman like  batman was my own flesh and blood. but, for some reason I feel like I've hurt batman the most and I said I wouldn't, but I can't help but thinking I did.