With or Without You. Book 1.

Chapter 14: Our Secret Love?

(Joshua's Pov)

I just left Michelle in the hospital room. I ran as fast as i could outside, made my way to a near by park. I sat in one of the benches & began to cry. Its started pouring rain. Great! Just perfect, this all felt scripted. Like in thoes movies were they run off crying & it starts raining while they sit in a park bench & suddently the girl comes & they start to argue, but somehow end up making up & they kiss under the rain & they live happily ever after....

??: JOSHUAAAAAA!

i turned and looked everywhere i couldnt see anybody.
They once again screamed my name

??: JOSHHH JOSHUAAA WHAT ARE YOU DOING?? OVER HERE!!!!

I heared the screams get closer and closer. They reached my bench, they stood in front of me & slammed there lips into mine. Me kissing back.....

(Michelle's Pov)

I ran out the door, drying some tears I still had left. I wasn't gonna give up this easily. I went to the front, throught the glass doors & looked up. It was pouring ran out, I looked around but I couldn't see him any where. I found something on the ground. It was a letter, a love letter. I read through it and notice it was Joshua's. It was for Jacky... i felt my heart crash into a million pieces..... Devestated, i quickly put it in my pocket. And ran off to the nearest park, where i would always go when i was sad or happy. I made my way & i saw two people kissing. As i got closer i noticed it was Joshua & Jacky, i quickly hid behind a tree. I looked as he got up & put his hands around her waist. She had her hands in his cheeks. They both kissed passionatly in front of me. I couldn't take it anymore. I ran too them & they stopped kissing. He looked up at me, straight in the eyes.

Michelle: Just came to give you this letter you left at the hospital for your girlfriend. I said with hurtful words.

I threw it onto the floor & ran away before he could say anything.
I regreted kissing him, falling for him. I hated him. How could i have been so stupid?!?!
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I was laying in bed, not wanting to get out. I looked at the clock 5pm. Fuck, i need to get ready for the date. Ughh, i don't want to go. I got inturrupted in my thoughts by a knock on the door.

Michelle: Come in!

I saw Joshua slowly walk in & closed the door behind. I rolled my eyes & covered myself with the blanket.

Michelle: What the fuck do you want?!?!

Joshua: I'm sorry I didnt mean to hurt you please forgive me.

Michelle: Save it, i dont need your apologies.

Joshua: Come on Elley don't be like this. He said reaching for my blanket.

I quickly tugged at it while he tried to take it off. He lost balance & landed on me. Our eyes starred at one another, our lips inches apart. Everything felt slow motion as he leaned in and kissed me. I kissed back, but immediatly i pushed him off & slapped him right across the face.

(Joshua's Pov)

I leaned in and kissed her, she was kissing back. All of the sudden she pushes me away & slaps me. I holded my cheek with my hand.

Michelle: Don't you ever fucking kiss me again you bastard! You were kissing your "girlfriend" Jacky at the park just a few hours ago & now you want to kiss me when she's not available for you!!!!! That's not how it works. I can't believe i fell for your punk ass.