Chapter 18: Ex Boyfriend?

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(Michelle's Pov)
I turned around, & felt like a bucket of ice cold water landed on me. It was him...... "Chris? How did you.... what?..... What are you doing...."
Since you guys don't know, Chris is my ex boyfriend. I was madly inlove with him a long time ago..... but he cheated on me, made me feel insecure, he was one of the reason why I began cutting myself. He abused me, mentally & emotionally. He never did once put a hand on me. He was charming, anything a girl could ask for in a guy. But after 6 months of being together. He started being possesive, demanding, a fuck boy. I was told to stay away from him from a few people. But I fell so madly in love, I didnt listen to them. I guess as they say. Love blinded me, & now that I see him again...... I... I don't know how much over him I am. I mean I still feel a little something for him. They said he's changed, he took a different step in life. He's become a youtuber, started a fund for women's abuse, & has changed his tricky ways. I still feel untrustworthy of him. But I'll just have to see it to believe it. He's hurt me to much to be able to believe he's "changed"

Chris: I was taking a jog around the park when it began to rain. I decided to go to a near by bench to sit under the shutter it has when I saw a girl shaking under the rain. As I got closer I realized it was you... It's been so long & now that I have you in person. I truly want to say Sorry. Im so sorry for hurting you the way I did. I regret everything I did to hurt you the way I did. I was an asshole back then, I thought I was cool because I had a lot of females after me. Just because my supposing "cool" friends did the same & I was trying to fit in. I'm truly am sorry Michelle. I wish I could go back & fix it.

I remained quiet. I didn't know what to say, I was numb, suprised. I just broke again, and began crying. He slowly got close to me & hugged me. I flintched a bit at first due to the fact of how much he hurted me. But I began to loosen up, when I could actually feel his sincerity in his hug. After a few minutes, he let go of me & grabbed my hand.

Chris: Michelle, come on I'll take you home. You can get sick like this, & you need to be safe.

Michelle: I really don't want to go home..... Can.... Can I possibly stay with you for the night? If I can't I'll understand

Chris: Yes, you can don't worry. But just promise me that after tonight. You'll go back home? Im pretty sure whoever lives with you is probably extremely worried about you....

Shit. I forgot the reason I ran from home was because of Angel. I'm pretty sure Angel & Joshua are worried for me. & by now Osvaldo, Regina & the rest of them. There gonna kill me tomorrow morning. Fuck, I should probably turn my phone on & text Regina I'll be home tomorrow. But when I clicked the button, it didn't turn on. Great, My phone died.

Michelle: Ok I promise, hey could I possibly borrow a charger? My phone died.
I said as we both walked our way back to his car.

Chris: Sure you can, an iphone right?

Michelle: Yup!

We made it to his apartment, and I was greeted by his roomate, Sawyer.

Sawyer: Hi, I'm sawyer, Chris' roomate.
He shook my hand

Michelle: Hi I'm Michelle, a friend of Chris. Nice meeting you!

I smiled back

Chris: Hey Sawyer, do you mind if she stays the night? She had a personal problem & she just needs a time away from home.

Sawyer: It's fine, I'll get the guest room ready!

Sawyer walked away up the stairs. Now it was just Chris & I. I heard a noise which caused me to jump a little.

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