November 12 2014, a year from this very day, he left this world. He was begging his best friend not to shoot him. He was crying. He was scared. He was defenceless. I wish I could have been there. I wish I could have helped you through your tough times. I wish I could have held your hand as you heartbeats slowed down and you took your last breath. I wish I could have seen the look on your murderers face. I have one question for you.... was it worth it? Was a crappy old car and a few dollars worth my cousins life? Because you've put a lot of people through a lot of pain and you don't even realize it. But I do, I realize the pain everyday. Every time I go to check Facebook and see that Zaky isn't active. It hurts deep inside. It pains me to not be able to message him 'hey' I can feel it. And I hope you feel every inch of the pain we all feel for the rest of your life.
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Hey guys. I'm sorry for the bitterness, but I'm really emotional.All you Muslims please read alfatiha for Zaky..
Also, my aunt recently died of cancer. Her name was Eman. Please also pray for her and the 5 kids and husband she left behind.
Bye and remember to smile: it's sunnah
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PoetryThis poem book is dedicated to my dead cousin. To which I loved very dearly. And who will be missed a great deal. This is pretty much a collection of poems, quotes, and sayings (original and famous) that describe a certain mood that we all feel, bu...