(Your POV)
Why me, Why now..."A-ah Sebastian this ain't what it looks like" I felt my cheeks get a hint of red. I tried to free my wrist but he just hold it tighter by the second.
"Hmmm...then tell me, why are you in MY room in the middle of the night" he had a smirk on hes face and hes eyes were a shining pink.
"Im just here for my notebook that's all" i showed him my (f/c) notebook as proof but he still didn't let go of my wrist, it was starting to hurt a bit "it hurts Sebastian" the only thing he did was stare at me without saying anything.
Suddenly he pulled me and pushed me down on his bed "W-what are you doing!? Sebastian!" he had hes hands next to my head making it hard for me to get out "I just wanna check something" suddenly hes body moved closer to mine until our bodies were pressed together.
Whats going on inside of Sebastian's head "I wonder..." he whispered in my ears "w-what" he let out a low soft sigh "Your different from other humans, you make me have a weird feeling" he only whispered to me but still our bodies were way to close.
I tried to push hes body away from mine but he didn't move an inch "Im not gonna do anything to you Sweet (y/n) so don't worry" i felt hes hand stroke my (h/s) (h/c), then he stand up and got out of bed i sat on hes bed staring at him in silence.
He smiled at me and streched out his hand, i only stared at it. Then I ignored hes streched hand and ran out of hes room without thinking. I slammed the door and rested my back against it "What did just happen" i looked at my notebook and opened "it looks like He wrote some lessons for me" i read the a bit and headed yo my room.
I opened the door and i lay in bed, i remember the scene that just happen and thought for some seconds making myself feel sleep.
I heard the chirping of the morning birds as a shiny warm ray of sun light passed through my window "Morning already" i said while I blinked a few times before getting put of bed.
I heard 3 knocks on my door "Who is it" i asked wondering who was behind the white doors "it's me (y/n), Mey-rin" as soon i heard her name i ran at the door and opened "Good morning Mey-rin" i smiled at her while she walked inside.
"Morning (y/n) sorry sorry for bothering you this early but we have a new maid uniform and the Young master told me to bring it for yah" she told me that while she placed a black maids dress on my bed "Ok, I'll wear it and then I'll go to the kitchen" She nodded and left my room.
"Now to get ready" i went to the bathroom and got myself clean, I grabbed the dress and putted on, it was a bit longer than the last one, it had a white bow in the end and the sleeves were shorter and white.
When I was done with the dress i putted some white gloves on and my hair was free but i had (f/c) hair barrettes. I looked myself on the mirror to check of i was ready and I walked out of my room to the hallway.
I opened the door and looked to the both sides of the hallway trying to check of Sebastian wasn't near "Oh Good, he ain't here" i got our and walked down the hallway happily. I got to the kitchen and opened the door.
"Well Good Morning Miss (y/n)" I stopped moving from the sound of hes voice, hes face was above my shoulder smiling at me, i couldn't move i stood there in front of the kitchen as i saw him walk inside "is something wrong Milady" What kind of question is that!
I made one step back and turned around "Going somewhere" i stop moving and answered without turning around "im going to check on the young master" when i was done telling him that I walked in the direction of Ciel's study.
"Ugh why do I feel so mad and confused, this is driving me crazy" i muttered to myself while I walked, i opened the door of Ciel's study and i saw him sitting down infront of hes desk "Good Morning Young Master" i smiled and bowed.
"Ah Good morning (y/n), how are things going" he asked while looking at some letters he had on the desk "im really enjoying my time here in the mansion and I'm trying to be as good as Sebastian..." i smiled as i scratched the back of my head a bit "im glad your enjoying your time here" he smiled.
I nodded "Would you like some tea My Lord" i asked and he nodded, i left the room and walked towards the kitchen again, i opened the doors "Back again I see" Augh i forgot HE was here, ignored him and started to make some tea "Making some tea for the Young Master i see" i saw him smiled but i still kept ignoring him.
When i was done i placed the tea pot on a tray and a clear white cup next to it. I grabbed the tray and walked to the door "Ah how am I gonna open it now" i whispered to myself and then the doors opened by them self "There you go Milady" i looked to my side and i saw Sebastian once again smiling at me.
"Yeah thanks" i said that and left him alone standing next to the door, i walked to Ciel's Study, i tried opening the door but it was useless, once again Sebastian helped me but this time he was staring at me silently while I walked inside "I brought your tea My Lord" i placed the tray and poured some tea in the tea cup and gave it to Ciel.
He took it in he's hand and started to drink tea from it "Thanks for the Tea" i bowed and walked put of the room, I saw Sebastian holding the door open for me and then he closed it, I felt hes gaze on me but I ignored it. I felt something tight on my wrist and i turned around to see what it was but before doing so i was pinned to the wall.
"Why are you Ignoring me" i only stared at him "im not ignoring you" he raised hes eyebrow "im just busy that's all" i said and he let go of my wrist as soon as he did I turned around and started to walk again, but once again I was stopped "Why is it so hard to understand...." but this time he was hugging me around the shoulder.
"P-please let go of my" i told feeling nervousness "Why are you making me feel this way, it's something I never felt before" i didn't know what he was talking about, some seconds later he let go of me and turned by body around so I could face him "im sorry about what I did yesterday and now...please forget about that..." he bowed and patted my head and walked away.
I touched my head and felt something wet on my face "What...why am I" i had some tears on my wyes, the inside of my body started to felt hot "Why do I feel so...sad" i started to clean my face but the tears wouldn't stop falling "Why can't I stop, the inside of my body is burning...maybe I..."
I actually never thought I would feel something like this, it burns it's like a lil flame inside of my body and it doesn't want to turn off...what should i do...it hurts...i can't do anything about this feeling...
