Never Ending (Nico di Angelo x Reader)

Lovers again

Your P.O.V:
You betrayed me without being ashamed! How could you?!
That's not true and you know it! Listen to me...please...don't go...please
Lies...that's all you can tell...

It had been three years since you had seen your ex-boyfriend Nico di Angelo. Your relationship hadn't ended well for both of you, but you didn't think it was your fault. No, to be true, you thought it was Nico's fault. He had never really trusted you, had he?! Tears streamed down your (s/c) cheeks as you brushed your (h/c) hair out of your sight. Looking in the mirror in front of you, you realized you looked terrible even after three years. You had become very thin and your (e/c) eyes didn't shine anymore. Would Nico pity you if he saw you like this? You doubted it. He would rather tell you that you deserved everything you had gone through. Of course he wouldn't see you like this...never...he had promised you three years ago. With a heavy sight you put on your favourite jacket when suddenly the door bell rang. Suprised you looked at the wooden door. You hadn't had a visitor for two months since you had been too busy at work. Curious as always you opened the door. In feont of you stood a man almost as old as you with messy, dark brown hair which seemed to be black because of the even darker strands. His eyes were as dark as his hair even though you could see some light brown in them. It was Nico. He had become taller, but his skin was as pale as it had been.
"Nico", you managed to say. All these memories you had tried to forget came back to you all at once. The days you had spent in the park with your dog (d/n), the nights you had been out watching the stars and the kisses you had shared. Everything the two of you had been had been falling apart right in front of you.
"Hello, (y/n)", he whispered quietly. Looking closely at him he looked ashamed staring at the floor.
"Ehmm...I'm quite busy at the moment...has something happened?", turning around you looked at the clock in your living room. Only fifteen minutes left.
"I wanted to see you again...I missed you", now he finally met your eyes. Had he been suffering three years or had he been wandering around forgetting you? Was this a joke or reality?
"I don't have time for jokes, Nico... I'm sorry", you quickly closed the door behind you as you pushed him gently out of your way.
"This is no joke, (y/n)...I was such an idiot to think that you lied to me about some stupid guy...I'm sorry...", he truly was judging by his eyes. Still it didn't change anything.
"It's been three years, Nico! No call, no letter, no visit! Don't tell me you realized the truth only a few hours ago!", you were furious. However ypu didn't want to show it, to show Nico how much you cared about him after all.
"We should talk...like really...not in front of your door...maybe we could meet later?", Nico ran a hand through his already messy hair, a sign for his nervousness. Sighing you agreed before leaving the house to go to work.

You wore a simple, (f/c) dress and you had used slightly more make-up than usual. Nico was supposed to see what he had thrown away. There he was. You swallowed heavily. He looked amazing with his messy hair and the formal clothes. Then he recognized you. Fast he was by your side.
"Let's go for a walk", he suggested. Nodding you agreed. At first it was silent, nobody said a word until he stopped.
"What is it?", you asked rising one eyebrow.
"I feel like a complete idiot, (y/n)...everything I said to you, I didn't mean it, you have to believe me! I was so shocked about this guy in your apartment and I wouldn't listen to you...aAfter I had left, I wanted to be alone, but soon I realized I needed you and...I wanted you back. However I thought I needed to show you that I meant it and I thought you wouldn't want to see me if I didn't learn anything...I tried and I was successful for three years working hard on myself, but I'm selfish and I needed to see you...dammit, I love you, (y/n) (l/n)! I cannot live without you and I beg your forgiveness", after his speech he looked right ibto your eyes. You couldn't say one word. Therefore you simply kissed him. After all you had him in your life again.