Whats in the past stays there

chapter 3

@A/N okay I don't normally do this but I was just screaming and smiling in the end, I am recommending you all read 'a study in love' by @bennedicted2sherlock it was seriously awesome and I am going to start the sherlock piv and the sequel tomorrow.
Any way on with the story!
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I woke up in the morning and checked my Facebook, just to see a message from Brandon
Brandon Fleet: morning! Hope you slept well, just to let you know I'm going to a gaming marathon at my friends place straight after school so I won't be able to talk till late at night, if your still up I would love to talk to you but if not I'll send you a message for you to read in the morning, as I have done this time! Have a good day!
That made me sort of smile and I got ready for the day of hell ahead of me.
I walk into tutor in the morning to have this girl stare at me, I didn't know why so I jusyt ignored it and went to my seat in the corner on my own, I like being on my own. I log into the computer and type in the familiar loggin to tumblr, scrolling through the feed of all these fandom's and bands that I follow I hear someone pull up a chair next to me. It was Sophie, the girl who was staring at me.
"Hey Tessa" she says, with a kind tone in her voice. That's feels weird
"Umm, hi Sophie what's up?"
"Nothing much, just my mum told me something last night and I wondered if you were okay"
"I'm fine? Why wouldn't I be?" My most common, and easiest lie.
"Well your dads been arrested"
"I don't really talk to him so I wouldn't know"
"I know what he was arrested for"
"Cool"
"Jess"
"What? I'm kind of busy" this is a subject I don't like to talk about and I stop being the quiet girl and start being the aggressive one that comes so easily with the memories of the past.
"Did he do anything to you?"
"Sophie, what do you care? Now go away"
"Be like that then I only wanted to help Jesus"
With that she walks away and goes to talk too her freinds, I have a feeling that they are talking about me but I don't care, I just stick in my headphones and put on roger rabbit by sleeping with sirens.
'Nobody's gonna love you if you can't display a way to capture this, nobody's gonna hold your hand and guide you through no it's up to you to understand nobody's gonna feel your pain' this was when I realised the tear rolling down my cheek. I don't do this. I don't cry. It passes over my lips and I lick it off, the salty taste makes me cringe and I just focus on tumblr till the bell goes.
The day goes by slowly and painfully, completely in silence. When the bell finally goes at the end of the day I can't wait to get home and just sit in bed.
I open my Facebook the minute I get home too a series of freimd requests and messages. They area all people from school asking if what Sophie says is true. I can't deal with this right now. I don't know what to do. I just wish Brandon was there to talk to. I only know what he looks like from his profile picture, and he doesn't know what I look like, he doesn't know much about me really, and if he did. He wouldn't talk to me after he found out.

A/N hey guys sorry its so short I sorta got a bout of writers block, thanks for the zero reads so far!!