Whats in the past stays there

chapter 9

I get to Reece's to found him already waiting for me. We decide to take a long walk to Brandon's, on the way he asks about my wrists. I tell him part of the truth but not all of it. I tell him that I'm having family problems and that I couldn't deal with it. He shows me his scars and tell me that it will get better, but he has no idea. None what so ever. We get close to Brandon's and he grabnd my hand, pulling up me sleeve he kisses the cuts, then looks into my eyes, and kisses me. It was slow and smooth. I don't know what to do. I like Brandon more than Reece Burt I don't want to hurt either of them.
We get to Brandon's and we sit on his single bed, tucked in the corner of his room, with his laptop on a small book case next to it. We sit there drinking and smoking in silence. I then pul out my phone, careful to hide it from Reece, I message Brandon:
Tessa Marsh: yes
Brandon Fleet: ??
Tessa Marsh: you asked me out, I say yes, but don't tel Reece, not yet
Brandon Fleet: yay!! I won't don't worry, although I might rtry and get eid of him four a bit.
With that Brandon grabs his bag and pulls out a 20.
"Hey Reece, your the oldest looking, go grab some vodka and some more king skins."
"Yeah will do I'll run past mine and get my grinder too as it izs so much better than yours" he replies, then, looking at me "wanna come with?"
"Naa I'm too lazy for that shit" I reply
"Suit yourself" and he leaves.
I look over to Brandon and I lean in to kiss him. It was a hungry and wet kiss, and before I knew it there was a bulge in his jeans. I know its gonna hurt, emotionally, but I rub his member through his jeans, he gasps through my mouth and licks my bottom lip. Granting him entry I move so that he is ltoing down and I'm on top of him. He tryis to slowly wrrigle his way down my Jeans and when his cold fingers come into contact with me I CNT help but moan. Hwe moves me so that I'm on top and takes off his shirt. Just the perfect body, not buff, but not fat, just complete flatness, bar from a bit at the bottom of his belly and on his chest. I takes off my top and he unhooks my bra. He takjes my breasts, one in each hand and massages them. It feels so good, I unbutton his jeans ands let his member spring free. I look down at it. But I can't. I burst into tears.
"Hey what's wrong?" He asks caringly
"I can't. I'm sorry."
"Its fine" he says buttoning his jeans and passing me my bra. Once we are both presentable he kisses my for head. "I guess its something bad so I'm not gonna press you, but if you wanna talk, I'm here"
"I've got to go, I'm sorry I can't do this right now" I get up and leave, walking back to mine as slow as I can, trying not to think about it.
Once I get to mine I just sit in bed on Minecraft for the rest of the day, binge eating and smoking. I'm scared. I dont knoiw what to do.

A/N sorry for the shoirtness again but I'm ezxhustes and stressed out so much. For those who have guyeaseds what went on In Tessa's pat well done!! For those who haven't, we find out soon, and soon enough we will see Reece's dark side... Just waaif till he finds ourt about Tessa and Brandon eek!