So hey guys, I'm so, so, so sorry it took so long, but yeah, I'm still alive and writing:) thanks for the comments^^
IMPORTANT TO READ:
I changed something, you have to read chapter two over, or not, if you don't want to, but Lissa wasnt forced to bring the guardians to Dimitri, she did it out of her own free will! Why? Read on my friend, I'm about to tell ya:)
I'm still in bed, eventhough it's the middle of the day, well, uwm, night I guess. Damn vampire timetable.
I have no intention to get out of bed at all, but my thoughts about hot guys in unicorns, okay, hot dimitri, shirtless on a unicorn, are interupted by someone calling my name from outside my room. "Go away, either I hate you, and don't want to talk to you or I hate you and want to beat the shit out of you." okay, not really true, but I just don't feel like talking to anyone.
"Rose, look I know you're angry with me for doing what I did, and I get that, please just talk to me..?" Ah I guess that changes things, I roll around, with the result of me ending on the floor.
"Yes? Well, mylady, what do you want to talk about?" I open the door, but don't invite her in.
"I'm sorry" her face tells me so much more, as does the bond, but I ignore it. "Yeah? Well you should be. Was that all?" She opens her mouth, closes it and blinks a few times, she's hurt, this is the first time in our friendship that I've actually been so rude to her. I imideately feel bad about it and want to pull her in for a hug, but something stops me. Those 3 words Dimitri whispered...
"you can leave now." My face cold as ice, but sadness slipping through my words, and she hears it.
Once the door is closed, I lean against the wall, not realising the tears running along my cheeks untill I realise I've stopped breathing. Give me an army of strigoi right now, but don't do this to me.
Those
*Bam*
Tree
*Bam*
Words
*Bam*. I'm hitting the practice dummy with everything I have.
I knew the only way to get my thougts sorted out was to hit something, hard.
Queen dead? Fine, I never really liked her anyway.
Dimitri in jail? Makes me want to kill every single guardian in my way just to get him out.
Lissa betraying him and me? Again, tears are leeking out of my eye. I'm not hitting the dummy anymore, what I'm hitting is more solid, more stonelike.
It hurts, ofcourse it fucking hurts, but I seem to need the pain, to clear my head. I let out a scream with every punch.
Suddenly two very strong arms are around my waist, trapping my arms and keeping me from moving.
"Hathaway, calm down, I'm right here" No... just for one moment I thought that person was... Dimitri.
"Rose, Rose please talk to me?"
"No! NO! LET ME GO YOU SON OF A BITCH" I struggle against his grip but Eddie is too strong. Holding me against his chest, telling me he's right there and he'll help me with everything.
"It's okay, I'm fine, I am calm" he slowly releases me and I take that oportunity to hit the wall once again, I cry out, I scream, and I just don't care anymore. The raw screams leaving my mouth are not from pain.
Eddie grabs me again, turns me around and just holds me, for a long time. At first I struggle, still screaming but slowly, I relax and let him hug me.
"I get it if you don't want to talk to me, but please talk to someone" we're sitting against the wall at the gym now and he keept trying to get me to tell him what happened.
"Well, exept for you, who do I have to talk to?"
"You have tons of people, Lissa, Dimitri, your mom, and so much more" I swallow, try to talk but fail miserably. "You don't get it, I can't talk to them, that's the problem!" I know that now I started I have to tell him everything, so I do.
"Oh Rose" is all he can say after what I told him. Them something hits him "that explains about Lissa and Belikov, but your mom?"
That's the worst part. The enveloppe on the table, from mister Zeklos, 'I'm sorry to have to tell you this Rosemarie, but we were attaked-' no stop thinking, don't think, don't feel, don't let it show.
"That's the worst part Eddie, she's-"
Sooo... sorry for the cliffhanger, no not really I like slowly killing you! MHUHAHHA anyways hope you liked it, more will be up saturday! I PROMISE!
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