My online tutor - sunyoul fanfic

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It's been 2 months since the last time I texted sunyoul. I had to give up my phone to pay the bills.

I kinda feel bad because I can't do my part and teach him english but I think it's for the best , I don't want to worry him or gain any feelings.

I lifted the ice pack from my leg and stared at my new bruise rob gave me . Apparently you can't make mashpotatoes with butter . I thought it tasted good but rob didnt and started kicking me

I turned to the clock noticing it was 5am . I'm already dressed so I guess I have to make breakfast for rob and my mom

I got out of bed and opened my door slowly seeing rob and my mother making out on the counter

"Disgusting" I mumbled under my breathe slowly getting out of my room

I went to the kitchen where they were and starting pulling out pans from the broken cabnet

I Don't have enough money to repair anything

I slammed the pan on the stove hard so they could stop making out

They pulled away from eachother and looked at me with disgust

"Annoying bitch" rob mumbled and flicked my forehead with his fingers

I rolled my eyes

I honestly don't even care about getting hurt anymore . I'm used to it , it feels like nothing now.

"I'll poke ur eyes out next time you roll them at me" rob said through his teeth

I looked away and just put butter on the pan with no emotion

I grabbed out the eggs and started cracking them in the pan but a little peice of the shell fell in

Rob noticed it and grabbed my neck making me flinch "I'm tired of your mistakes and your sass, why won't you obey?" He yelled/screamed into my face squeezing my neck a bit tighter

My mother grabbed his arm gently telling him to release

" She's useless, pathetic, ugly, stupid, and talentless. No one could love her or even have a conversation with her. She's gonna be here her whole life serving us . Do whatever you need to do honey" my mom laughed and walked to get another cigarette

That honestly hurt. Mostly the part when she said I'm gonna be here my whole life because it's true . Who would want me? I can't get a proper education due to work and I'm not pretty.

"Do it over" rob slapped me causing me to loose my balance but quickly gain it back by holding onto one of the drawers

He walked away from me and went over to my mom on the couch joining her

I quickly grabbed a knife from the drawer I was holding onto and went to my room to grab my backpack.

I ran outside , running out of their sight

I threw myself behind a building falling on my knees .

I held the knife that was in my hand up to my wrist

I've been strong too long. I promised myself to never cut but I can't help it anymore

I Slowly cut one straight line over my vein . Tears fell from my eyes but they weren't there because of the pain from the cut but because of all the pain that's been building up inside me

I cut three more lines on my arm then threw the knife torward a gate

I wiped the tears from my eyes and noticed the sky turning grey, Remembering the news said It was  gonna rain

I got up from the floor, wiping dirt off my pants and quickly ran to the bus stop but when I got there the bus already left

"Shit shit shit" I cursed while catching my breathe

There's only 15 minutes till school starts and the next bus doesn't come till another hour . If I run I might make it

I started running as fast as I could but stopped when thunder and rain started pouring hard

I looked through my bag for a sweater . Struggling, I finally found it through the mess and yanked it out , putting it on . It was really thin but it will have to work

I went back to running while rain hit me making my clothes get soaked as well as my hair

After about 15 minutes I saw the school in sight . I ran quicker , not stopping until my hands bumped into something hard ... Abs . Rock hard abs.

I looked up and saw a boy but didn't stare too long

"I'm sorry" I apoligized to the person then ran away to class before he could respond

I opened the door seeing my teacher with her arms crossed with a devilish grin

I ignored her and quietly sat in my seat trying to avoid  her rage but it didn't work

"You think you can just come in here soaking wet and late?" She yelled startling not only me but the whole class

I wasn't that soaked , I kinda just ran through it

She came closer to me with her ruler . She placed her ruler under my chin and lifted it up

"Huh? Who do you think you are to do that? Huh??!" She yelled trying to lift the ruler up higher but someone smacked it out of her hand . I watched the ruler slide all the way to the other side of the room

I looked up to see who smacked it seeing it was the boy I bumped into

"What the hell are you doing?" Ms.albers yelled at him but he ignored her and grabbed my hand pulling me out the classroom quickly

I didn't fight to take my hand away from this stranger, I don't even know where he's taking me or what he's gonna do but I just let him pull me away from this shit I'm in

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