Marvel Preferences & Imagines

~I'm sorry~ Steve

A/N This is based off of the song Hello by Adele!

I tried calling. Really I did. I must have called a thousand times. But every time I call she never seems to be home.

"Umm, Hello...I just wanted to check on you and say...I'm sorry. Please I'm just so sorry for breaking your heart and..I'm just sorry. Please call back. Please"

Nothing.

What happens was I messed up. I let her go and I didn't get her back. And now that I want her back and she is way out of reach. I was so caught up with missions and training and keeping the Avengers together that I had no time for my life or her. The night I told her we were done was the hardest night of my life. She was sad and angry and I made it worse by yelling at her. She was throwing things and...it was a mess.

I came to our old apartment to find her not there. My heart sank a little, but maybe it was because she was just out. I went to the kitchen and made some tea, then I walked around the place. It was a mess. Things were all over the place. Also there was picture of us scattered  on the table, and one had tear drops on them. It was dark and gloomy in the apartment, it was just depressing. After a hour of waiting she wasn't coming. I called ber cell and she picked up.

"Hello? Who is this" Her sweet voice rang. It sent shivers down my spine.

"Hello. How are you? I must have called a thousand times, but..ya know your never home..." I said weakly into the phone. I heard her stop walking and pause wherever she was.

"What-WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME!" She yelled into the phone. I had to contain myself trying not to get sad or mad at her, for our sake.

"I just wanted to see how your doing... is that to much to ask!" I said sternly into the phone.

Don't Steve, don't yell. This is your last chance. Your running out of time, don't waste the time you have.

"Steve! Why do you think it is okay to call after you said WE were done? Saying your done means your DONE! You said that you mean what you said so what is this, why are you changing your mind?" She said. I knew she was crying. She always sounds like she is clenching her teeth when she crys and talks at the same time.

"I'm sorry! IM SORRY! I'm sorry for breaking your heart! I'm sorry for hurting you! IM SORRY IM NOT YOURS ANYMORE! God I thought I was helping you! I thought I was making things easier! IM SORRY FOR NOT BEING YOUR LOVE, YOUR STEVE,  IM sorry for not being yours..."

God Steve why did you yell!

"Steve just..just please don't call me right now just- just please I think it would be better you just not contact me for a while..." She sighed and hung up the call. I just sat there, letting the tears flow, letting what just happend sink in. But at least I can say I tried.

But I didn't try hard enough, because I lost the love of my life.