Nevermind Me

Last Chapter

A/N okay, guess what guys....

this is the last chapter!

im so sorry for all of you who wanted more, but im sorry. it's time, and im also sorry for anyone who shipped Jay and Niall, but.

You'll see.

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Jay POV

I had to make sure it was him.

So I grabbed my iPhone, which the boys had given me.

I hadn't been able to bring myself to delete their numbers or the twitter they had set up or any of the things they had put on it for me.

I rarely used it, but now...

I pressed the 'call' button under Niall Horan's contact.

And put it up to my ear.

And waited a second.

Before I heard the ringtone of his phone above the song playing across the street.

The dirty blong boy who had been staring at me pulled a phone from his back pocket and answered it.

"I knew it was you."

"Niall?"

"Jay."

I didn't know what to say.

then I heard him say,

"Can I come over?"

"I-"

"Great I'l be right there."

I watched a grin form on his face and he pretty much bolted from his balcony.

I sighed.

then stood up and counted to three.

one.

Don't faint infront of him.

two.

Don't love him.

three.

Don't tell him.

Swallowing, I went inside and grabbed a glass of water. 

Who had I been kidding when I 'accidentally' rented the flat directly across from theirs? I had known it was theirs, it was the flat above the bakery where I first went for my job interview. 

Where I had had my first kiss, felt real love for the first time in such a long while.

yes, I had known when I rented this place

I had watched Liam, Harry, Louis and Zayn get in a van and go out tonight, I had assumed Niall would go with them.

My week hand shook as i undid the easy cap pill bottle and shook one into my hand. I dumped it in my mouth and washed it down with water. 

The doctors had given up last week.

These pills were just to ease the pain.

Except for one. No, one pill I'd had to beg for, plead, and even then I had to bribe the doctors to give it to me.

I heard a slight knock on my door and went over to open it.

"Niall."

"Jay." he breathed, then he pulled me into the most painful hiug I'd ever had.

It physically hurt my body, and it hurt my mind to know this was the last hug I'd ever have.

Niall noticed my discomfort and pulled back, keeping his hands on my shoulders.