Nevermind Me

Chapter 17

Jay POV

I practically ran back to my hospital room. 

I could feal tears on my cheeks, I couldn't believe I had just done that. 

I limped the rest of the way to my bed and quickly opened the drawer beside it as best I could with one workable arm. My left hand was tied to my stomach so it wouldn't move, not that my right hand was much better in it's bandages but at least I could move that arm.

And so, I gritted my teeth and searched through the worn out nights stand, looking for my clothes and camera.

The nurse had said they were here.

Ahh. There they are.

i pulled out my jeans, shoes and underwear...

but my shirt was beyond hope. There were burn marks and holes all over it, plus it was ripped down the back from

from him,

he had pretty much ripped my clothes from my body

I could still feel his cold hands

Shivering, I reached back in but couldn't feel my camera or anything else. 

So, I decided to screw it and pulled on my underwear, sports bra and jeans. Then I bent to lace my sneakers, not caring about the holes in the bottom of them. 

As uncomfortable as I was walking around in a sports bra, exposing all of my scars and my rather extreme collar bone, I was less comfortable with staying here. 

Face it, I thought, it's not like there havent been tons of people who have seen your body anyways.

A chill ran up my spine.

i was really leaving, I had to. 

i couldn't let myself be a ticking time bomb, I couldn't hurt the boys.

i couldn't hurt Niall anymore. He deserved so much better, he didn't deserve a sick girl.

Grabbing some of the pain killers and a roll of bandage from a cupboard in my room, I started looking for my bag. The nurse had brought it in, saying it was all that survived the explosion, a little backpack. 

Throwing the stuff in the bag, I noticed it held my wallet, extra cash, batteries. Seeing a water bottle on the night stand, I grabbed it too.

Who knew where I was going. I was in a strange city, no clue as to where i was headed and no clue as to how long I had to survive before I had full fledged AIDS.

I ran out of the hospital, and I never looked back.

Liam POV

an hour later we heard that Jay was missing.

And Niall cried and cried.

I couldn't look at him.

And I was distraught myself, we had saved her and now she was just.....

gone?

No, I refuse for that to happen. We needed her, well, Niall needed her.

When Zayn woke up and realised he'd missed her, would have been able to run after her, he cried along with Niall, two tears only.

then he left to see Harry.

Nobody has come into the room since, other than the nurse that told us Jay had left.

"Wait!" I called to him as he was about to leave.

He looked back, concerned, "yes son?" he asked.