thanks for the memories(peterick)

chapter 5

PETES POV

We're all walkin the park. By all I mean me, joe, andy, brendon, ryan, and even patrick was there. I finally introduced myself about a week after he got out of the hospital. We are now good friends, not great friends but still it's progress. He doesnt talk to me much only when he asks me something that he wants to know about me and basically thats it. So now I have to make 'the move' or what ever that means. And I thought about a few days ago, and how many tears went down my face

A FEW DAYS AGO

My brain hurts, my chest hurts, and my eyes hurt. "He fuckin forgot about me." I sobbed yelled at brendon. In the process of me yelling I smashed the lamp onto the floor without knowin I did it. "Hey pete I have an idea, but first you need to calm down like right now." I sat on the floor sniffled a little bit and whiped my tears away. I knew I had tear stained cheeks when I whiped them. "What's your idea bren?" I muffled. "Ok he doesnt know you right? Well I was thinking you could recreate your friendship and you could ask him out again." A smile grew on my face but then it faded away. "Hey whats wrong? Isnt that a great idea?" He asked concerned. "Its a great idea actually best you've had but......." I said I trailed off . "but what?" "But what if he rejects me or doesnt like me?" I asked. "Well I cant promise he wont say yes but its worth a shot. I mean come on you guys are ment to ne together. Am I right?" He said playfully. "Ya I guess I'll give it a shot." I smiled at him. "Thats the spirit." He said jokingly while punchin my arm.

PRESENT DAY.

"Hey patrick is it ok if we can talk for a minute or 2?" I asked nervously. "Ya sure!" He said. I motioned for him to fallow me out of the group of people we were sitting next to. "So what do you want to talk about petey?" I smiled at the nickname. " I was wonderin if I could take you to get some coffe with just you and me, not like a date or anything just so I can know you a little more as friends?" I asked. At this point my hands are super sweaty and im sweating from my neck. Great. "Um.... lemme think on that one ok its just I've gotten in so much stuff so I'll text ya later on what I think....m'k?" He said it like he wanted to say no. "Sure, sure take your time , and if you decide to come meet at Cafe Choco on friday and 1:30pm" and with that he was gone. Great now he might say no and I may never get to marry the love of my life. "Oh before I forget can I ask you where you got that ring I really like it?" Patrick asked. Did he seriously just ask me where I got my ring I was gonna say I got it from him but that might freak him out and then he'll definitely say no. "Oh just family generations being past down. Its nothin special." I said. In my head I thought "of course its special you're the one who gave it to me."