I wish I'd have
someone better than you,
so that I won't spend
every waking moment
of my life alone
while you're proving
you're happier without me.
I still haven't been found.
I'm trying to make myself
better and more acceptable,
but it seems like what
I have told you before
in coming true.
"Don't you ever dare leave me.
I'll never be the same without you.
I'd be really sad and I just
might end up dying alone without you."
And tonight,
I'm just like that.
