My deep depressed life

Chapter 6: Jack

I am now in a relation ship with Jack that you just heard of. I love him I really do but so many things are going through my head and I don't know what to do. I have crushes on too many people and it's not fare for Jack to be mixed up in it he shouldn't have to go through what I'm going through its just not right to put him through this.
I hope he doesn't hate me or think I'm retard or a hoe or anything I just can't with everything that is happening. I keep on getting mixed signals from my crushes and I can't. All Declan does is touch me, not that I don't enjoy it but he is gay and doesn't like girls at all except for friends and it's just confusing.
Jack he is sweet, kind, and funny he is just everything you look for in a guy but after you go out with somebody over and over again it just doesn't feel that way anymore and I am sorry for that.
If Jack would ever to here this he might break up with me and not want anything o do with me and I understand because I would be the same way.
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A/N "Jack" if you are reading this I love you I truly do I'm just confused and if you want to talk further call me and we can talk about or maybe meet up and talk about in person. All my readers I hope you are enjoying this story. Have fun reading. BYEEEEE!!!!!!!