Harry's POV
"Hannah..." I say breathlessly.
I honestly didn't think that was her. I just saw a slim girl looking out the window. She looked as if she needed someone so I just tapped her shoulder. Why did I tap her shoulder? I should have just kept walking.
Hannah looked at me, unsure what to do. I take a step back and we kind of just stand there in awkward silence.
"Um, hi Harry," Hannah says, breaking the silence.
"Funny seeing you here. When did you come to LA?" I ask.
"I actually just got here about thirty minutes ago," She replies.
Thirty minutes ago? Is she like moving here? Why is she leaving Holmes Chapel? Is she okay? She looks like she had just seen a ghost. Oh wait. It's just because I'm here.
I feel so weird. I'm kind of unsure how I feel. I don't know if I should feel happy to see her again, because the last time I did, it didn't go so well. Or I don't know if I should feel angry because last time I saw her, she left me heart broken.
I know I shouldn't care about Hannah, she was after all my ex. But something about her makes me feel so protective over her. Dating or not.
Snap out of it Harry. She broke my heart. I should hate her. I need to forget about her.
I look at her face. Her beautiful face. She's so gorgeous.
Shut up Harry. You have to hate her.
But I just can't.
Her face is flawless.
Her long, chestnut brown hair, wavily flows to her waist. She has natural highlights that start at her roots and end at the tips. It's so beautiful.
But she hates me.
If I were in her shoes, I'm sure I would hate me too. Ever since she left me that one night, I got drunk almost every night and hooked up with almost any girl I got my hands on. Now I do admit, I regret a lot of that. But then again, I wouldn't have done that if Hannah would have forgiven me.
I'm so stupid to have let her go. I should have fought for her. But I didn't, and now she hates my guts.
What I did was so stupid and I admit, I made that mistake too many times while dating Hannah.
If I could turn back time and fix my mistakes, I would. But this is reality and I can't. I have to live with those mistakes for the rest of my life.
"Harry, I think you have to go," Hannah says, snapping me out of my thoughts. She's pointing to Paul and the rest of the boys who seem ready to go out the door. My friends were so considerate. They noticed her too and said I should go see if she's alright. And that's what I did. But I regretted it.
"Right," I say, turning back to her. "Hannah will you join us all for dinner tonight at Mino's Diner? It won't be a date. Just dinner with a couple of friends. Promise."
Why did I just ask her to dinner? I don't want her to feel more awkward then I already do. God Harry you are so stupid! Why did I think this would be a good idea? It was one of those split second decisions that you make and then regret a second later.
I feel like she will say no, but I really hope that she says yes. I really want to get back together with her. I still love her and there's no denying that. But I can't love her. She won't forgive me and I know that.
"Harry. We are not friends. I will never forgive you for what you did. Don't ever think we will have a relationship ever again. We are just two people who knew each other. Nothing more. Nothing less," Hannah replied.
I feel like my heart just shattered into a million pieces. I just want to go home to Holmes Chapel and run into my bedroom and cry.
Hannah, the girl I have loved for almost two years. The girl I've been on and off in a relationship. The girl who I spent most of my time with. Hannah, the girl who broke my heart. She just rejected me for the fourth time.
I look at Hannah as she brushes past my shoulders, walking towards the doors we pushed the fans behind. I'm sure she didn't come here alone. I guess one of her friends was part of that crowd.
"Goodbye Harry," She says before she walks out the door.
I turn around and head towards my friends and we make our way to the van.
I sit in the back with Louis and Niall on the sides of me.
"What's wrong Harry?" I hear Louis ask with a concerned look on his face.
"Nothing."
"I think your lying to me, Sir," Louis replies.
"Just leave me alone, please. I'm just not in the mood," I say, with a pouty look on my face.
"Who was that girl at the airport?" He asks, obviously not going to stop until I tell him.
"Just stop, ugh why are you being so annoying, Lou."
"Tell me who she is!" Louis almost yells.
I think I should just let it out. I should just tell him everything. How we used to date, how I made so many mistakes while dating her. How she was so loving and forgiving but this time she wasn't. How I still love her and know that I shouldn't. But only these words could come out.
"She's a girl I used to know. Nothing more. Nothing less."
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A/N:
Omg what about that ending!
Okay, so I'm doing a little promoting here. My friend Abigail (or Abbey) is also writing a fanfiction. But it's about Cameron Dallas. Y'all should go check it out! It's called: Drunk In Love (Cameron Dallas Fanfiction) by AbbeyfMarie.
AND OMG GUYS ONE DIRECTION RELEASED THE SONG 'HISTORY' TODAY. IT'S REALLY GOOD.
It basically describes Hannah and Harry's relationship in the story. Lol (thanks Riley)
Anyways, hope you all enjoyed the chapter! I love writing this story!
Much love,
Carley xx
