I've been putting this off for an immense amount of time, close to a year or two. However, I figured I needed to get this out, for you and for me. Before I get to the point, I'd like to do a tad bit of explaining.
I started this story when I was 13 and homeschooled. I had all the time in the world to write, but now I don't possess that luxury. I'm currently 16 (as of October 25) and I just can't do this any longer. Let me explain further. When I started this story at 13, I had NO idea where I was going with it. I hadn't planned out anything, I literally just made it up as I went. I enjoyed writing it, it was just a hobby and a pastime. Now, however, I no longer have any interest in the story, especially after the so called "Duggar scandal ". I have no idea where 13 year old me intended to go with this story and it's not fair to me and it's most definitely not fair to all my loyal, beautiful readers.
I love all you guys more than you know, you all have helped me through some very difficult times and I can't thank you enough for that. I feel terrible about doing this, but it needed to be done, I couldn't draw this out any longer. I will no longer be updating this story, unless inspiration hits me (which it most likely will not).
HOWEVER, THIS DOES NOT MEAN I'M LEAVING WATTPAD. I am most definitely not.
I'm getting a laptop for Christmas and that's when I'll be able to start up my writing again. I'll be starting another story, except this time, I WILL NOT QUIT HALFWAY THROUGH. This story hasn't given y'all a totally accurate impression of me. I am not a quitter and I am not the kind of person to give up on a story like this. I am also not in any way a person to do terrible things to my readers such as updating once every 3 months!!! That's just upsetting for me to think about. I adore writing and I turned into this crap I put on here at 13. (Which btw, I edited, but the edited version won't post, so y'all are reading my cringeworthy writing ) I don't want it to be like that anymore. I don't have very much free time in between school work and volleyball, but I am going to make time for this, mark my words. I will.
I love all of you so much. Everyone who's commented and voted, you all mean so much to me. Thank you so much for going through this journey with me, it's been, uh, fun. Thank you again, I'm immensely sorry it had to be this way, but don't give up on me just yet. I'll see all of you beautiful people at Christmas :)
- Hailey
