He's a fuck boy.
I figured that out today, I feel used now, but no longer that sad, mostly angry. Angry at him for playing with my emotions.
I'll just laugh when he hurts this girl he's fucking with now.
Serves her right.
But I think I want to play with him, get back at him, but how? How do I do this?
I'm smoking again though, it's gross yet helps me keep things at bay, I need to stop, but first I need things to get better.
I need to meet knew friends.
How in going to meet knew friends is anybody's guess
