Harley's Diary

First thing's first, im the realest.

Well that picture wasn't taken today but it's the latest one in my album of just me. The infamous, "I'll wait." Well today started off kind of good. My bestfriend woke up in a good mood so it put me in a good mood. Well, I got dressed and ate ice cream on the way to the bus stop. Everyone kept asking me if I'm really eating ice cream in the morning time. If it looks like ice cream and tastes like ice cream, nigga, it's ice cream. Stop asking stupid questions. School was okay, except I didn't get much work done which means I have a ton of homework this weekend. OH. Guuuuuhh my bestfriend made me mad at school. So him and my girl Vanessa are friends right? Well they text sometimes and I'm pretty sure it's innocent but for some reason he's all we seem to talk about ever since we became friends. Well, we were in class and she asks, "where's Walter? I haven't even seen him" as soon as she said that his face popped up on the screen. She didn't realize I had just called him on FaceTime. But yea I was like oh here he is. Do you know this girl went and jumped over chairs and tables trying to avoid him? It's just a human she acts like it was Jesus coming to take us back with him and she wasn't ready. All she had to say was hey. Then Taliyah decided it was okay to take my phone. So I closed my eyes and counted to ten. Nope. Phone still wasn't in my hands. So I got up and got it. Tuh. My phone. That was so disrespectful. So yea we're on FaceTime and he goes to the gym to talk to people and I was like hey I have to go the bell just rang and he wasn't listening so I was like you have ten seconds. And he was like what? So I repeated myself about the bell and I have to go and he was like alright. Just as I was about to say bye love you, the phone froze. I didn't have time to wait for it to reconnect so tough love I hung that phone up I gots to go. Okay? So I asked what he was doing, tell me why he said we made him upset? I swear he lets the most simplest shit get to him. And anytime I try to address it he says he was just playing. Yea okay you were just playing. I'll believe that when you tell me you're in love with me. The bean. So yea we had a lil petty moment but we were good after that. I had practice and then a prayer service to go after school. So I went and had a good time, for the most part. Everything was peachy until he let some little shenanigan piss him off. ITS ALWAYS SOMETHING YALL I SWEAR. Guh he blows me so bad. It's a wonder why I'm still his bestfriend. I'm not saying that to question myself, I mean people literally ask me why I still mess with him. The guy is like half of my heart I can't help it. I can't help him either. He doesn't want to be helped. I almost wanna say he enjoys drama. Don't know why. He just does. Do I hate him? Every day I tell myself I don't but one of these days we're gonna have to call it quits before one of us lays a hand on one another and it won't be pretty. I swear every day he tells me how he just wants to sneak off of me sometimes which means some days I make him mad enough to knock me out. I know if I brought that up in a serious discussion he'd be like I was just playing. Nah buddy. You weren't playing. But the same way he wants to fight me, I want to leave him. Y'all I can't take it sometimes he drives me crazy. God is using me to help him get close to him and open his mind/heart but sometimes I forget my purpose and I just be ready to delete his number and block him on everything I own. Y'all just don't know. I tell you the truth it's a job being someone's bestfriend, especially one you were in love with once upon a time. Speaking of being in love, I need to do my math before I get angry at him. Sometimes, just talking about him gets me worked up. Bye bye.
-Friday, November 6 11:02pm

Well we're great now so I'm going to sleep feeling way better. Goodnight to all and to all a good night. Did I say that right? Goodnight you guys. Much love.
-Friday, November 6 11:45pm