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So, I wasn't prepared for this. But I'll just tell you how much he means to me, I guess.
We did the most adorable things together. We shared ice creams. We talk walks through the park. It was the best time of my life. I miss Phil like hell. Heck, I miss Phil more than words can say. But I don't want to live like I am. So I'm going to look on the bright side and think about these adorable things we did. I'm going to think about how much I love him.
This is where I broke down,
I started crying my heart out over you,
Phil.
I love you, Philip Michael Lester, more than words could ever say. More than your heart could ever estimate. Because you're my entire world. My entire universe. And you still are, even after the accident.
Because you gave me something I could not thank you for enough.
You gave me the most fun I've ever had.
And I walked away.
To come to find you, Phil.