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The doctor told me I was clinically depressed and suicidal,
my mother told me I was heartbroken and sad,
My friends tell me I'm utterly insane.
I know they're wrong.
And so does PJ.
PJ, the only survivor.
PJ knows what I am going through.
Because Sophie was also on that plane.
And PJ is missing her.
Like I am missing Phil.
So we hold onto each other,
as much as we can.
So that we don't let go of everything.
So we don't let go of reality.
And die.
But I want to.
Because I want to be with you,
I love you, Phil.