In The Midst Of It All (You Me At Six Fan Fic)

Eighteen: Part Two

Fuck,I thought to myself. What is she doing here? How'd she know he was here anyways?! God, look at her..she's beautiful..,and she was. I eyed her up and down enviously, noticing her suede Doc Martins and her tight form fitting leggings, all the way to her light blue button up blouse. A few of the top buttons were undone,giving her both a chic yet casual look. But the look on her face was anything but. Her eyebrows were furrowed together and her eyes darkened about six shades. She looked possessed.

Chris wrapped an arm around my waist, pulling me towards him. I guess he was trying to comfort me, but I was so close to him that I could feel his heartbeat, and it was going erratically fast. Maybe he's nervous to see her...maybe he still loves her. Of course he still loves her, you moron..look at her. Look at you. How could I be so fucking stupid? I sighed and looked Georgina in the eyes.

"I."My voice cracked. Not good. Don't show weakness. I couldn't let her know I was intimidated. "I'm Kristen." She rolled her eyes and took a seat. I expected her to come up to me and smack me, not sit down and look down before taking a breathe and looking up at us. I saw her eyes drop towards my waist and a small, sad smile formed on her lips before her lower lip trembled. She took a deep breathe and looked at Chris, completely ignoring me.

"Christopher."she started. Her voice didn't come out timid and weak like mine. She sounded confident. "You can't be serious. She's a bloody child."I glanced at Chris and I swear his face had paled a bit. He looked at me before letting me go and stepping towards her. I felt empty without him holding me. Pathetic, I know. I looked at Chris and hoped, I prayed, that he was going to tell her off and stay with me.Are you that stupid? He's in a soon to be world renown band. He's leaving soon anyways! Oh god, how long was he staying in New York? Fuck. Why did none of this ever cross my mind?

"Georgie.."he whispered. His voice was full of pain and, as much as I tried to deny it, love. "Georgie..you hurt me. Awfully. How do I know you won't do it again?" She stood up and wrapped her arms around him,embracing him tightly. What made me take a step back was when he wrapped his arms around her and hid his face into her shoulder.

You never meant anything to him. You were a distraction. He never gave a shit about you. I took a deep breathe and finally said the one thing I knew for certain.

"I never want to see you again, Chris."

With that, I walked out the coffee shop, but when I took a glance back, I could see that Chris piercing blue eyes had turned misty. He mouthed the words I'm sorry.

Yeah,I was sorry, too.

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A/N:

I know. I know. 3 years. Life happened. I'm fast forwarding after this chapter, so the story will go to Cavalier Youth YMAS. 

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