Sex with benefit (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 63

Emma's~

I was awoken from my slumber as there was a slight shake on my right shoulder. I fluttered my eyes opened. Yawning and rubbing at my eyes. 'Emma? Wake up hunny. We have to get ready"

I made my way to the bathroom glancing at my reflection before letting out a puff of breath. My dark circles were heavier and darker. I hair was greasy towards the roots and my skin was very pale.

*

I sat in the car as we made our way to the cemetery. I had so much hatred filled inside of me for the man that hit us that day with his car.

So much hatred.

He took my husband
He took a father
He took a brother
He took a son

He took Zayn.

The last thing I wanted to do was stand at the ceremony while everybody gave me their sympathy. The only thing I wanted to do was just lay in bed with my kids and watch movies.

That was it.

As I stood their dreading the moment I felt a tug at the hem of my dress. 'Mummy? Why is daddy sleeping in a box?'

My heart shattered as I broke down falling to my knees crying into my hands.

I was sure I caught everyone's attention but at the moment none of that mattered. I wanted to wake up from this dreadful dream and see Zayn cooking me breakfast giving me that stupid smirk.

"Daddy was so tired baby. He's just sleeping" I whispered caressing Leah's cheek.

"He was tired? But now he's resting so he can wake up" she grinned. "No darling. Let's let him rest" she frowned nodding.

The ceremony ended. I was hugged, by everyone.
Everyone told my how sorry they were
Everyone told me how great Zayn was
Everyone told me how Zayn was a great dad
Everyone told me how much Zayn loved me

I was just ready to go home. I couldn't handle any of this anymore.

*   *

My eyes fluttered open. I was in bed again. I looked to the side to see Zayns angelic face.

It's was just a dream

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Basically yes that's the ending. I've been so distracted with switching schools that I really have no time to update anymore. So I decided to just finish the book.

I know the ending is confusing and terrible but I just really have no more time to update.

Thank you for ALL of your support. Honestly this book has put me through so many emotions but every single one of those emotions were worth it.

Thank you so much for sticking by my side.

Have a wonderful day

I love you so much

-Noemi  x