Chapter 7

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x- Tom -x

A single tear dropped on to the light blue carpet beneat my ruined trainers, what was I thinking? I gave Max the secrets to the burden of Nathan's existance. The secrets that ruined his life so much and took everything he had away from himl, the things that killed him inside.

"Tom?"

A gentle female accent flooded my ears making me gasp and spin around. I had met Nareesha once and she had seemed a nice girl but came across quite shy. Max promised me that once she got use to me she would open up a bit more.

"N-Nareesha?"

"Tom what's the matter?"

"Nothing"

I through her the best smile I could yet she wasn't having any of it, she just strolled on over and sat on the bed next to me. She was a very pretty girl, dark hair and eyes with the most beatuiful tone of skin but she wasn't my type.... If you um cath my drift.

"There obviously is....... You're crying"

She leaned forward and wiped a tear just as it fell, I just sighed and looked up... There is no way I'm gonna win this is there?

"Nareesha.... Can you keep a secret?"

"Sure"

"Well...."

x- Jay -x

Something is wrong with Nathan. Its not like a one of thing, I mean something is wrong with Nathan himself. The more I get to know him the more stange and paraniod I notice he is. He has to lock all the windows and doors in every room at night and must have the light on when he sleeps. But probably the wierdest thing is having a fear of being alone. Even if you leave him alone for 5 minutes he will call in 2 and a half of them.

Currently we were sitting in the lounge, Eleanor had taken Jess out to meet her friends for a girly night and Nathan and me were left alone. He was being strange as ever, peeking out of gaps in the curtains and shutting them every time someone walked past. I've gotta say something.

"Nathan! Will you stop?!"

At the boom of my voice his tiny sillouhette turned around to face me with tearful green eyes and quivering pink lips. Oh my god.

"You don't understand Jay! No one understands! It has been so long since Jess has gone somewhere without me and anything could happen! Anyone could take adventage of her, I mean she has been so fragile since......"

His eyes noticibly widened as he put a shaky hand to his mouth before running to the phone and pressing so many different numbers that he just looked like a child playing with a toy. He placed it to his ear and waited for a few seconds. I nearly jumped out my seat when he slammed it down and ran his hands through his already ruined hair.

"Voicemail!"

I stood up and slowly walked over to him laying a hand on his should which caused him to jump and turn with a gasp. He says Jess is vunerable, right now he looks like a total quivering mess.

"Nathan calm down, nothing will happen to Jess"

Nathan didn't reply, our eyes met slowly and I could feel my heart skip several of its beats just in that one second. Our lips are so close, I could practically feel them and taste them right then.... not to sound creepy or anything

The next few seconds went by in a flash as I heaven take over my whole body, it was like being kissed by an angel. Never ever had I felt a kiss like this, never ever had a girl make me feel this way it was so new, so fresh.

Nathan gribbed and tugged my curls as I pulled him in closer by the waist, his waist was so small it  was nearly half the width of mine. He moaned gently in a childlike way making me give a gentle grin into the kiss he was just so dam cu-

Wait, what the hell am I doing!? I'M. NOT. GAY!

My reactions kicked back in as I pushed the breathless boy away so hard his body hit the floor and his head hit hard against the fire place. He looked up in surprise, his hand moving ti the back of his head and his jaw dropping low.

"J-Jay w-what's wrong?"

"I-I'm not gay..."

x- Nathan -x

My heart snapped in two and my eyes brimmed with thick salty tears as I watched Jay run from the room, run from me. My mand hand had turned red from touching the bloody back of my head and my whole body began to ache. What had I done? I've ruined everything!

"Nathan oh my god! What happened?!"

I looked up to see Eleanor standing with the arm of an asleep Jess on her shoulder who was soon  placed on the sofa.  Eleanor ran over and placed her hand on my head gasping when she felt the blood, the tears just continued to roll down my cheeks.

"Come Nathan, let's get you cleaned up"

A/N- Chapter 7 is now up!!!! I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter and remember I always love to hear feedback so comment follow and vot pleease lovies!!! Bye <3 xxxxx

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