warning: sad :(
Nathan's pov:
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
You know that feeling when you feel sick, so sick to the stomach that the slightest sight or smell or thought could simply make you chuck up everything that you've eaten for the past 10 years?
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
My heart beat faster and my whole body shook this can not be happening to me.... It's not fair! Its not fucking fair on anyone! This was supposed to be sorted ages ago, we paid good money for it to go away. They said it had worked, they promised it would be okay.......THEY LIED TO US!
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
I will try to fix you
I have fucking no one now! No Jay,no Max, no Seev, no Nareesha, no Tom. Tom, my best and only friend for 9 fucking years and I left him without even saying fucking goodbye. Jay,I loved him and he l-loved me back and I still threw that away into the trash.
It started a few weeks back, I had gotten into alcohol and letting my life waste away when suddenly she started getting sick. Her face went pale and the bags under her eyes were strangely deep, she couldn't eat or sleep and she was incredibly skinny. But I knew something was seriously wrong when she started coughing up b-blood.
They told me she was dying
I didn't think that was possible
But it was
This hospital stinks of bleach, its terrible especially when you have a horrible hangover and know the only reason your here is to watch the one person you have left die.
"Um Mr Sykes?"
Look at this man, a doctor with probably high pay and a loving family. He doesn't care whether my sister dies, it won't affect him. He only puts in as much effort as his job needs him to put in, my baby sister is no concern of his...
"Yes doctor?"
"I'm sorry, there was nothing more we can do ............"
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Cold Coffee *The Wanted Jaythan fanficiton*
FanfictionJay McGuiness life is about as average as any 22 year olds life could get, nothing special and nothing incrddibly bad either. He lives away in a little flat in Glouscter with his younger sister Eleanor and works in a local coffee shop for a living...
