12// day thirty-eight

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Dear Louis,
I had a nightmare, well more like a flash back last night. Of when you and Zayn where arguing violently.

I herd a smash from downstairs. Louis had told me not to leave my room. I couldn't take it anymore and I snuck down stair and I heard you yell "remeber when you weren't a little bitch and minded your own business." Zayn yelled "Your so selfish get out of my life. You yelled back "Get out of my house." That was two days before the accident.

I woke up yelling and Zayn calmed me down. He's been over a lot lately. He told me how you guys where fighting over me. I started to cry more. More guilt to add to my overflowing stomach. I wish I had the guts to tell him to leave. Love you more than I could ever scream.

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