Beastly (on hold)

Chapter 12

Chapter 12:



Rachel's POV:

Grabbing a small backpack I threw in some clothes and important documents. I grabbed a pen and paper and began a letter to zayn.



'Dear Zayn



I never thought this day would come but if you really believe it's for the best then so be it. You can give all my belongings to Eleanor. I'm leaving behind the ring you gave me the day we mated. Since we're threw there's no use in keeping it. Oh I didn't cheat on you. My sent is different because I'm one month pregnant with our child. Not that, that matters though because your nothing but a heartless beast. Have a nice life.



Sincerely,



Rachel'





After removing the ring and placing it along with the note under Zayns pillow, I grabbed my bag and left before anyone had the chance to see me. Stopping by Eleanor's room on my way out, I left her a detailed note of what happened and said my goodbyes. I couldn't return to my former pack. When I was announced as Zayns mate my dad and the rest of the pack returned home because they no longer had any issues. Our packs would come together in an alliance. I ran straight for the clearing. The sun would soon be setting so I wasted no time in running in that direction. The moment I approached the clearing something told me I should go back. It didnt feel safe. I got the feeling I was being watched. All the sudden five rogues stepped out of the bushes and ambushed me. They pressed a cloth over my nose causing me to become unconscious.



Hours or maybe even days later I awoke to find myself in a cage in an abandoned building.



"Hello?" I called.



"Is anyone there? Please someone help me" I cried.



Two men sauntered towards me whispering to one another.



"How's about after we do this job we have a little fun?" One said with a smirk.



"I don't mind. But the boss would kill us" the other said.



"What are you going to do to me?" I shakily asked.



"Well you're pregnant" one stated as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.



"H-How did you know?" I asked shocked.



"Any idiot could figure that one out" he said matter of factly.



"Anyways were just going to um poke you with this needle" the other one said.



"Why?" I asked as my eyes bulge out of my head.



"It's um to help ease your pain" he lied.



Before I got a chance to protest a blue liquid was being injected into my abdomen. The guys dropped me. One got really close.



"Please" I begged "stop" I sobbed.





My pleas were ignored. He kissed up my body and allowed his hands to roam all over. I tried to push him off but he was too strong. Right before he was going to proceed in raping me the other one called him and they rushed out. My body was calm at first. Then I started I shake and scream. Clutching on to my stomach it felt as if something were being torn out of me. Looking down I noticed I was bleeding from my core. How could this be? I'm pregnant! Surely I can't get my period while being pregnant. But this is too much blood. A sharp pain ripped through my body and I realized. Those bastards just killed my baby. Sobbing I ignored the pain and cried clutching on to my chest so I could breath. The pain was fluctuating. Just when i thought it was over, it came back. Ten times worse. Hours later all the tears I could muster up had been cried out. I sat, in a cage, all alone, childless and mateless, scared for my life. A small girl approached caring my bag.



"They didn't touch it" she said as she tried to give me the bag.



It was too big to fit in between the bars. But she didn't know that.



"Thank you sweetie but it's not going to fit" I whispered.





"I I didn't know daddy was going to do this." She sheepishly confessed.



Her dad must be the leader of these rogues. She pointed to one of the bars and showed me how loose it was.



"I'm to small but you can break this and get away before daddy comes back in two hours." She informed while opening my bag and handing me fresh clothes.



I thanked her and slipped them on. Quietly breaking the bars I gave her a tight hug and grabbed my bag. If i could id take her with me. The pain in my abdomen was still strong but so was my will to live. I started running and snuck away. However I have no idea where I am. I'm no longer in Zayns territory. I continued running in human form. My wolf isn't strong enough to handle losing our mate and child so this is for the best. The rogues will notice I'm gone so I don't have much time. I ran late into the night and continued until morning. Deciding it was best if I rested I was deep enough in the woods to go unseen so I got really close to the base of a giant oak tree and fell asleep.





Growls woke me up and I shot up. I looked around and locked eyes with what I assumed to be an alpha, a beta and third in command. The pain in my abdomen returned causing me to whimper. Holding my hands up I started to tremble again. Great I ran away from one alpha only to come face to face with another. Just my luck.



"I um am I uh on your territory?" I sheepishly asked while slightly blushing and wincing.



The three of them shifted and threw on shorts quickly then walked over towards me.



"I'm alpha Logan Winters and yes you are on my territory. I don't tolerate rogues and you smell powerful, so I'll only ask this once, why are you here?" He said icily.



"Um well Im Rachel and I was ambushed then I escaped and here I am" I gushed unsure of how he'd take it.



His beta grabbed me by the arm so I assume he told him too. Whimpering from pain we walked in silence.

"Shut-up" The beta snapped.

"Where are we going?" I asked curiously like a child.



"Pack house" Logan informed.



"Oh no! I don't think that's a good idea" I protested.



"I don't care I'm the alpha and what I say goes" he said sternly.



"Cool story bro" I muttered sarcastically.



"Do not disrespect me" he snapped in his alpha tone.



I giggled and clutched my stomach in pain but continued to giggle.



"You will respect me. You may get away with this now when it's just the four of us but once we enter our, I mean my house you will listen" he said sternly.



Blushing slightly from his use of the word 'our' I nodded and followed. Once we reached the breath taking mansion Logan took my hand in his and walked us into his office. Dismissing his beta and third in command he closed the door and turned to face me.



"Do you want something to drink or um eat maybe?" He asked with a blush.



"Wha- um why are you being nice to me? Aren't you supposed to torture me then kill me?" I asked pointedly.



"Normally I wouldn't be nice to rogues but there's something about you that screams 'love me and keep me safe' so that's what I'm doing." He said while giving me some lemonade and chips.



"Oh" I said while looking down.



"So tell me what really happened. It'll stay between the two of us. Don't worry I'm not some creep. I'm only 22 I'm pretty sure you can trust me" he teased.



I don't know why but something in me was telling me I could trust him. My wolf was feeling drawn to him. He placed his hand over mine sending small tingles throughout my body. I decided to tell him everything.



"Wow you poor thing" he said once I finished my story.





"Well cutie you're more than welcomed to stay here. You can join my pack if you want. I don't know exactly what you're going though with losing your child and all but my mate rejected me and ran off with another guy then she was attacked by rogues and they killed her while videotaping her pleas for them to stop. So I know what it feels like to be alone" he said while hugging me.



"I know this seems sudden but is it possible to get a second mate?" I asked curiously.



"I don't know but I hope so" he said as many emotions flashed in his eyes.



He sat down in his huge chair and pulled me on his lap. The pain in my stomach went away but he still traced small circles over my stomach and made me take Advil after consulting his pack doctor. He's so protective it's cute. Wow a couple days of rejection and I'm already planning my future with him.





"Who was he?" Logan asked randomly.



"Who?" I asked confused.



"Your mate I mean" he corrected himself.



"Alpha Zayn Malik of the Black Stone pack" I informed.



Pressing a kiss to my cheek Logan told me he needed to make a call.



"Are you going to call him?" I asked.



"Yes that bastard doesn't know who he's messing with." He said defensively.



"Please don't. Just give it a couple of days" I pleaded.



Sighing he agreed.



"Come on. You might as well make some friends since you'll be her for awhile" he said while extending his hand and smiling.



I graciously took his hand and followed him to meet his pack. At least something good is coming out of this.









Zayn's POV:



I waited a few hours before I returned to the room I once shared with my mate. Once upon a time that is. Her sent was still strong. Flopping down on my bed I placed my hands behind my pillow like I always do. Only this time I felt paper. Pulling it out I saw the promise ring I gave Rachel the day we mated. I opened her note and began reading.



'Dear Zayn



I never thought this day would come but if you really believe it's for the best then so be it. You can give all my belongings to Eleanor. I'm leaving behind the ring you gave me the day we mated. Since we're through there's no use in keeping it. Oh I didn't cheat on you. My sent is different because I'm one month pregnant with our child. Not that, that matters though because your nothing but a heartless beast. Have a nice life.



Sincerely,



Rachel'





She was pregnant? So she really didn't cheat on me? Eleanor ran into my room with a tear stained face holding a note I assumed was from Rachel.



"This is what she gets for what carrying your unborn child?" She snapped.



I let my head fall into my hands. I'm an idiot.



"I didn't know" I whispered.



"The hell you didn't!" She yelled. "You didn't even give her a chance to explain"



"Damn it perrie told me that Rachel cheated on me. So I automatically assumed that was why her sent was different. It never once crossed my mind that she could be pregnant" I yelled.



"She's been throwing up randomly for the past two weeks and she has a small baby bump! What more information did you need?" She barked.



"I've gotta get her back. But how?" I asked begging Eleanor to help.



"Mind link her!" She instructed.



"I can't" I whispered.



"What? Why not? This better be good!" She growled.



"I formally rejected her" I informed.



"You really are a bastard! But that means nothing unless she formally accepts it" she stated matter of factly.



"Well she did" I said while blinking away my unshed tears.



Before we had a chance to say anything more Louis and Harry ran into the room.



"What now?" I growled.



"Zayn there's been a rogue sighting." Harry informed.



"They have Rachel!" Louis yelled.



The pain in my chest tripled. I fell to the floor clutching my chest. I let my beast take over like the goddess told me and now I've lost her. She's really gone and it's my entire fault. And our child. My god the kid will grow up to hate me. Fatherless. I can handle being cursed. But this. This is too much. I'd rather be damned to hell then endure this much pain and emptiness. She hates me. I just know she does. And she'll never accept me.







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