My Life: A poetry Series

My Own Downfall

Where do i even begin

I guess I've never really fit in

This life of mine has been an awful test

but I truly tried to give it my best

Drowning in my own depression

Fighting this life's oppression

But I prepare for my last stand

with my razor blade in hand

To bring an end to it once and for all

to be the cause of my own downfall

I think of how amazing it is going to be

when i am once at last completely free

I watch as my blood flows down the drain

I always been amazed at how it takes away pain

And as everyone is asleep in their beds

I lie on the bathroom floor dead