Obsessed [h.s. au]

[15] I Love You

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  Uh oh, uh oh, here I go again, baby, baby
I hear your name and it's like I'm breaking, aching
You still got that power hanging over me
It's always over but still happening
Uh oh, uh oh, here I go again, baby, baby

I just wanna scream out 'til my voice breaks
Even if the tears fall and my heart hates me
Baby I love you
                                        Little Mix - I Love You 

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I think it's needed. It's something that we all need. We all want. Having a sleepover at Jane's is my plan for this cloudy Saturday night. It's a great idea. All the girls gathered in a room saying -God knows what, is always fun.

My hand reaches out to fetch my phone charger and my overnight bag. I enter the living room to see Rachel talking on the phone, "Of course baby-- No I'm.... I'm not ditching you Mark-- For the love of God I want to have a night with my friends. Okay bye. --Yes, bye." She stops talking and let's out a deep sigh without taking her cellphone off her ear, I see a faint smile forming on her lips as she whispers 'I love you.'

"What was that for?" I question her and she jumps from the fright I gave her.

"Jesus, Ione. You scared the bloody hell out of me." She puts her hand on her chest, breathing heavily.

"Rachel, I'm serious. Are you and Mark okay?"

"Yeah, yes, everything is fine. Just a little fight." I give her a sympathetic smile and we head out of my house and in her car. My mind drifts off as we drive in the streets of London. The radio being a quiet soundtrack to my thoughts. I really admire their relationship. I admire them, I look up to them, and seeing Rachel like that, breaks my heart.

Finally, we reach Jane's house. She opens the door and welcomes us with open arms. "I missed you." I mumble in her neck a while she squeezes the life out of me.

"I missed you too." She smiles.

"How was Europe?" I ask her and her smile almost splits her face in two.

"Oh, my God so good. You know sometimes I hate it that my parents are both doctors and aren't home often but, there's always the good side." She continues talking as she closes the door.

"How did you go in so many countries? Weren't your parents supposed to go to a seminar?" I overhear Rachel asking while I search the house for Ashley.

"November is the month that a lot of seminars are held around the world so according to my parents 'one is never enough', so I ended up going in Paris, Athens, Berlin, Prague and Rome." She shrugs as if it's nothing.

"You know I'm--"

"Half Greek. Don't say it again. You say it every time Greece is mentioned." Rachel interrupts me and I shrug.

"Where's Ashley?"

"Bathroom." She simply replies when I see Ashley emerging from the bathroom.

"On hey, girls."

"Hi" I mutter as I lie on the carpeted floor. The girls sit down as well and we start talking about anything and everything.

"So...fill me in. What happened when I was away?"

"Nothing major. The only highlight was Rachel's party, which led to a big mystery, so that's it." Ashley summarizes and Jane raises her brow.

"I think I know what you're talking about. The mystery girl right?" Rachel nods.

"How do you know?"

"Oh, Niall--"

"Niall?" I question.

"This is not what we're talking about, Ione." She scolds me but I can see her painted red cheeks. "So tell me." She turns to Rachel.

"Well basically this girl came in wrapped in all this mysterious aura. She was in the living room for like... five minutes, I think. Until she disappeared. With Harry" She stops talking and winks. Jane's eyes are wide and her jaw has reached the floor. I feel something nagging me in my stomach, something like anxiousness? guilt? I don't know. It's not good feeling though.

"Oh my God. Then what?" The muffled words come out of her hand-covered mouth.

"Well, Harry told Mark that she took him up to a room, sexually teased him until he almost busted. She then left him there and she completely left the party." Rachel concludes and I can see the shock in Jane's face.

"Bloody hell. This girl has guts." All the girls nod.

"I congratulate her. I would never be able to do that." Comments Ashley and my heartbeat becomes faster.

"I did it." I breathe out and everyone's eyes look at me. I feel like they're judging me but their next reaction makes me rethink.

N-n-nice...one, Ione." Rachel clutches her stomach while hysterically laughing. Jane and Ashley also joining her.

"I'm serious, Rachel. That's why I didn't come to your party. Because I was that girl." The laughter stops and Rachel looks me with a shocked look on her face.

"No, Ione. It can't be."

"It can. I have the costume at home if you don't believe me."

"No, no. I do. I just... I'm shocked right now."

"Why did you do such a thing?" Ashley questions me with a confused look.

"Be--"

"Because he's in love with him for...two? three years? I don't remember exactly." Rachel interrupts me and takes a sip of her drink. Jane spitts her drink out after what Rachel says and I glare in her direction. After she realises what she has done, she gives me an apologetic look, and her eyes fill with sadness.

"I'm so sorr--"

"No! It's okay. I suppose they needed to learn. One way or another." I sigh and the rest of the girls look at me for an explanation.

"So?"

"There's nothing more to say. Rachel said it all. We're friends, but I've loved him for a long time. I don't know why I did what I did, but I can't take it back." I shrug my shoulders and Ashley comes to take me in a hug.

"I believe you're extremely brave. I hope that one day, he'll understand that everything he needs is right in front of his eyes." She smiles warmly at me and I hug her back. Soon enough, Jane and Rachel join us. It's such a nice feeling to know that you have some friends that will support you, no matter what.

"I promise, we won't tell anything." I nod, not having much energy to reply.

"So what about Niall?" Rachel finds the opportunity to ask and Jane's smile widens.

"Oh, look at her she's blushing." I comment.

"I knew this would happen." Ashley raises her glass and Jane stuffs her face in a pillow from embarrassment.

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Hi. Sorry for not updating but school drives me crazy.

Not my best chapter but I hope you enjoyed.

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