Obsessed [h.s. au]

[38] Never Gonna Leave This Bed

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  Wake you up
In the middle of the night to say
I will never walk away again
I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh

So come here
And never leave this place
Perfection of your face
Slows me down, slows me down

                                Never Gonna Leave This Bed - Maroon 5

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Feather like kisses are sprinkled all over my neck as we exit the mansion. I look around only to see that no one has noticed our absence. I wrap securely my arms around her petite frame, shutting my eyes at the feeling of her hot lips against my neck.

"Rich bastard"  I snicker as Ione and I climb in one of the taxis, Liam has rented to take all the drunk guests, home. Sometimes I wonder how this boy thinks about everything. My thoughts evaporate in thin air when I feel her body almost climbing over mine. Her leg is over my knees, the high slit in her dress, helping her to get more comfortable. Her chest is on top of mine. 

I feel her breaths, silently hitting my face. My palm cups her cheek. My thumb falls on top of her swollen, open lips. Her lids shut at the sensational feeling of my thumb gliding down her inflamed lips. Her mouth opens a bit more, taking my thumb in it. She shuts her luscious lips, her eyes look down at me as her tongue circles my finger. 

The ride to the hotel feels like it's taking forever. Ione's hand glides down from my chest to the bulge of my trousers. My breath gets caught in my throat. Abort mission! Abort mission! "Ione, love..." I take her hands in mine and gently kiss her knuckles. "Not now, love." I lean in an kiss her parted lips, when I feel the taxi coming to a halt. I help her out of the vehicle and take her in my arms. 

Nobody except the receptionist is in the lobby, as we enter the hotel. Ione has her arms, wrapped around my neck. The whole time in the lift we make out, with her pushed up against the mirror and hot breaths coming out of her soft lips, fogging all the mirrors surrounding us. I'm going crazy. I withdraw myself from her. "Where is your key card?" I ask her, panting.

"Here!" She breathes out and takes her card out of her bra. I keep starring at her. A smirk finding its way to my lips. "What?" She smiles. "I didn't have a purse with me." She shrugs. My smile gets bigger but I don't get to say anything as the 'ding' from the lift, interrupts me. We reach the door of her room. Ione opens it and we both step in. As soon as the door shuts, Ione pins me on the wall and attacks my lips with hers. 

"Ione...Baby...wait..." I manage to say between kisses. She takes a step back and looks at me with raised eyebrows. I can still feel the heat of her body, from the close proximity. "We need to talk first." I gulp as I see her face falling.

"I knew it..." She bitterly says and shakes her head. "I knew you were playing me. And I fell for it. I'm so stupid, so stupid." She balls her fists and bangs them on the wall. "How could I trust you again? I shouldn't hav--" 

"Ione, stop!" I grab her shoulders and spin her around. "Listen to me!" I command her as she tries to wiggle out of my grasp. "I didn't lie to you. I didn't play you. I love you." I take a deep breath. Her face softens. " I love you more than ever, and I want this..." I point between her and me. "..to work out. An for it to work out, we can't jump into something so recklessly. We need to talk about it. Okay? As hard as it seems. I don't want to hurt you. No more."

Her eyes are wide. I smile at her and shake my head "Being alone makes you think and question, quite a lot of things." Her eyes soften. Her warm hand caresses the side of my face. I close my eyes at the affectionate touch.

"You grew up, Harry." She whispers in my ear. My nose nuzzles in her neck, breathing in her warmth, as her arms wrap around my neck once again. I leave small kisses to the expance of her jaw as I lift her up and move us both on the top of her bed.  I lie her down to the soft mattress, lying my body next to hers. She scoots closer swinging one arm on my pillow, playing with my hair.  

"I love you." I whisper. I can see her smiling in the dark. She leans in closer and connects our lips. My palm holds her jawline as I feel her lips moving in sync with mine. I take her palm in mine and intertwine our fingers. "I'm sorry for all. I know everything is in the past but I can't stop beating myself over and over for leaving you that night without saying a word." She looks me in the eyes, with a look that it's hard for me to tell what she feels. 

"I now understand how vulnerable you felt. Telling you that I love you, tonight felt like the most vulnerable moment of my life. I felt like everything could hurt me and rejection could potentially kill me." She smiles knowingly. 

"That night was the worst night of my life, Harry." My heart falls in the pit of my stomach. A gut twisting feeling replaces the fireworks from before. "I stayed awake all night, crying on the floor. I felt like I couldn't breathe." 

"Ione I'm sorr--"

"Let me finish!" She exhales. "After that I was a wreck. I didn't go to school for several days, just to avoid you. The irony though is that even after all these, I couldn't forget you. Even after we graduated, even if I hadn't seen you all this long. I still loved you." I try to smile but I can't stop the bitter taste her words have left in my  mouth. 

"What about Colton?" I scowl. I hear Ione giggling at my jealousy.

"He was a kind of rebound. He was a nice lad but I still...couldn't get over you. I thought that maybe if I slept with him, I would feel something. I was so desperate to feel something. Anything."

"Did you?" I ask her. My voice is so low, I hardly hear it myself. 

"No." She kisses my temple. Her fingers still tangling in my curls. "That's why I ended it a bit later. Because I couldn't stop loving you." Sometimes I wish that whispers were louder. So the whole world could hear that she loves me. Ione loves me. Me. Nobody else. Just me. And it feels even better than I thought it would.

"When you left..." I take a big breath. "...I couldn't stop missing you. I was always missing you and thinking about you. No, no... that's not right. I wasn't really doing anything, you were just...there and sometimes when I was falling asleep, I wasn't feeling so lonely, because you were always with me somehow. The bed has never felt so empty and so full at the same time." I whisper my confession. I doubt that she has heard me until I see the tears, falling from the bridge of her nose. She suddenly moves so much closer to me that to anyone else would seem suffocating. But to me it feels so normal, like I belong here. This is where I should be. 

My home. 

Her arms bring me closer to her. Our legs stay tangled at the end of the bed. Her face is hiding in the crook of my neck, Her hair tickle my face, but that's the last thing that concerns me. "Please stay with me."

"I will never leave you. Not again."

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AAAAAAAND HERE IT IS.

sorry for not updating but....finals.... I'm sorry. 

We are quite close to the end of the book yeaah!!!

so let me inform you that I won't be uptating from june 21st to june 26th, because i will be hosting a girl from Spain from the student exchange programme and i'll hardly be home all week. :)

I hope you liked the chapter. So pleeeease leave your comments. I missed them. 

Love you, 

               Steph xx.