strings | Grayson Dolan

four

*again unedited and i still h8 ms *

Grayson's POV

What the fuck did I just do?

As I'm walking away from her I realize what a fucking dumbass I am. I have this habit of pushing people away and I need to find a way to break it.

Sam's POV

Why did that one simple question cause him to change so fast? I ask myself. *a/n 0-100 real quick *

I shouldn't have asked. i think. But why not? My subconscious adds in.

There are so many questions that i wanted to ask him about himself but never got the chance to and most likely never will. A small part of me is sad about that, okay a big part. The way he sat there staring at me like he understood brought comfort to me. The way he would respond with more questions like he was genuinely curious. The way he wiped my tears when i talked about my dad and the way he leaned a little closer if i shivered. Those little things made me wish he didn't just leave out of no where with no emotion. Those small actions made me wish I wasn't sitting on this swing by myself. As he was walking away i wanted him so badly to turn around and apologize, not even that i just wanted him to turn around and answer my questions or just sit in silence, all i really wanted was for him to turn around.

My nose is runny and my body is shivering so i decide to head home. I haven't figured out if i am actually going home yet though.

Grayson's POV

The more steps i take forward the more steps i want to take backward. *did that even make sense idek* I am forcing myself to not turn around and run back there and answer every question she has to ask, no matter the subject. I have a feeling if i don't I will never see her again and I for sure do not want that. There is something about this girl that makes me want to change. She really makes me want to change and i haven't figured out why yet.

I stop in my tracks and without thinking another thought I turn around.

I retrace my steps all the way back to the quaint little park at the end of the street. There is something different about it though. It took me not even a second to figure out what it was. The park is empty... The swing that once held the beautiful girl, with her perfect smile is now vacant, holding only her memory.

I will never see her again.

THIS WAS ONLY 441 WORDS I HAVE PROBABLY WRITTEN AN ESSAY ABOUT TURTLES IN 4TH GRADE THAT IS LONGER THAN THIS BUT YAH KNOW WHAT IDGAF BC I UPDATED

lmao that probs sounded so bitchy!!! anywho, this was obviously a filler and there will be crazy exciting shit coming up v v soon so stay tuned.

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Peace out bitchez🤑🤑🤑