My Fantasy World

day 5

Today I had to face her in school. I didn't know how to respond to anything, I couldn't even focus because she was all that was on my mind.

I got up for school and i wasn't thinking about her which came to my surprise. She was my everything and now my dream was coming true. she was all i ever wanted.

I went into the gym and sat on the bleachers. There was this moment of silence in there and that was when she came to my mind, the most wonderful girl i have ever lade my eyes on.

I was walking to my locker after they dismissed us, and when i left i ran into. it was a moment of silence before she walked off. it was extremely awkward.

so we went to our classes and after they dismissed us from our 2nd period, She was acting like she was trying to avoid me. i didn't think anything of it until they dismissed us from our 6th period and she told me that she wouldn't because she liked someone else, the words were like knives in my heart. i didn't know what to do, it was as if i was she had just drove a knive through my heart.

the words just kept echoing in my mind over and over again, i guess that was what it was like to feel heart broken, and trust you and me that is the worst feeling in the world. i went home and i will admit i cried because it hurt, and maybe did a little more then cry, but i was hurting. Samoya called to check on me but i wasn't really in the mood to talk but she made me anyways.

I just wanted to die. i felt like i just lost a piece of me. I couldn't do anything but think of what i did wrong and it hurt so bad just to sit there and think about it so i went on a walk.

i walked around the apartments and i just couldn't do anything but think about her which made me want to cry anymore but i had no more tears left.

I went home, showered, and went to sleep. i didn't eat because i didn't have an apatite anymore.

It was another day gone, and another day she broke my heart.