in the midst of it all
i fell into a lull
numbness overcoming
my entire soul
to fear is to hold on
to what you can't control
so the truth is hard to see
but it's what you need to know
~
i turned into dust
as my thoughts fade to black
my hopes started to rust
so i turned my back
on what i believed in
and i got lost off track
now i'm waiting for someone
to help me find my way back
~
i ache to fill this hole
sunk deep inside my chest
i know i'm growing old
with every dying breath
so now i know to hope
with everything that i have left
to try to keep going
so i wont end up swept
away from all my lonesome
the thing that i know best
~
take the meds
just throw them back
cough syrup or ipecac
give it up, you're so done
dont be afraid you arent
the only one
~
sacrificed my own
happiness for this
this one moment
of pure lonesome
why, i dont know
but i can tell you
that i'd do it all
over again if i could
solely because
i'm attached to
my very own demons
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In The Midst of it All
PoetryA collection of poetry I have written with all of my heart and soul. Some may make you smile, others may make you sad. Just remember that in the midst of it all, you'll be okay. <3
