uncertain but not afraid
crazy but not insane
guilty but not to blame
angry but never enraged~
poetry is the feelings you cant explain
the words that you just cant seem to say
and the the actions that you cannot portray~
an explosion
an epiphany untold
by any mere soul
to feel like you have died
before in another world
the darkness came
left me out of breath
i wasnt the same
i swear i was dead
don't blame me for feeling
the way that i feel
when i feel it immensely
something so real~
left behind or left alone
not sure which is worse
to get the sanctum that you
wanted or to get the loneliness
that you deserved~
why cant you see
that my demons
crept up on me
in my darkest moment
when i was most vulnerable
just so they could sink
their teeth into my mind
and make me feel like
an infinite black whole
erupting into epiphanies
that i once discovered
but now have lost~
the past holds my
skeletons
the future holds my
angels
but the present holds my
demons
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In The Midst of it All
PoetryA collection of poetry I have written with all of my heart and soul. Some may make you smile, others may make you sad. Just remember that in the midst of it all, you'll be okay. <3