~~~lillys pov~~~
When i got to my cabin i realised i didn't grab my meds ... and i am 7 months and i have had birth conditions. I don't know why i told Jake that ... I'm such a bad person. I decided i was going to call Gail ... she hasn't answered my phone calls in a while ... it rings 3 times then there's a answer.
"Hello?" They say.
"Hi is Gail there?" I ask ...
I hear a sigh " hold on I'll get mick to explain"
They hand the phone of and i hear mumbles abd then Mike says "Lilly where are you? " he asks worriedly.
"A hiding place only gail and i know ... where's Gail" i ask .
" lilly ... i need to know were you are ... please" he said.
" were is Gail" i say getting mad.
"Lilly im sorry to say this to you but she is on bed rest right now" he said sad ...
"What do you mean bed rest what's wrong" i say crying.
"Lilly calm down ... here talk to her" he hands off the phone.
"Hello lilly?" He asks in a sick raspy voice.
" Gail are you ok ... why are you on bed rest why haven't you called" i ask happy to here your voice.
" Lilly babe im 2 1/2 months pregnant and i am sick so Mike has me on bed rest" she says.
"Oh my god ... im going to be auntie boo boob i say happy.
"Now lilly are you where i think you are? " She asks ...
She knows were i am because when i was 13 and my dad beat me back and blue and tried to rape me i cam here and stayed ... for like a week ... she is the only person who knows ... that my dad has beaten me since i was 10.
"Yrah" i say starting to cry "honestly i don't want to go back ... it's to close to my dad ... i don't want the babies hurt by him ... i love my dad ... but i think they abd me abd Jake are safer here" ... the babies kick abd it hurts and must of made a noise and Gail heard it.
" lilly what's wrong what hurts" she asks worried ...
Someone took the phone away.
"Lilly babe its Jake what's wrong? Where are you? " he asks.
"Im fine ... i think ... the babies kick hard ... and i haven't took my meds and i don't Jane then and i need my inhaler and u miss you and please come ... Gail knows were i am" i say and he hangs up.
I go and lay down on my bed ... this cabin is pretty big ...so there's plenty of room ... and it's far away from my dad ... i stair at the ultrasound pictures and rub my belly before i drift to sleep ... i whisper to my babies " i love each and every one of you with all my heart".
