after a long night, I finally stepped into what I call my safe house; my home.
I kicked my shoes off at the door & even tho i was a little hungry, I didn't hesitate to even enter the kitchen I just went straight into the room that I share with my fiancée.
I laid my shades down on the nightstand, following my hat.
my fiancée looked so sexy sleep.
I'm actually kinda glad I wifed her up & know she's gonna be mine forever.
kinda feels like forever since I seen her, considering the fact that I missed her badly.
like I really missed mama.
"babe?" I said taking off my shirt.
she opened her eyes, than rolled them.
"you alright?" I asked
she rubbed her eyes, "where in the hell have you been?"
I took my pants off & jumped into the bed, "out with Chris."
she sat up, "and what the fuck is that smell?" she covered her nose.
i shrugged, "ion even know, thought it was you I joked."
"no August, you got life fucked up. Go take a shower, witcha stank ass feet."
I jumped out of bed & grabbed some clean boxers and some clean socks.
"you gon stay up for me?" I asked.
she yawned, "yeah."
that's a no...
I walked into the bathroom and took my socks & boxers off.
ran the water til it was hot.
not too hot.
*
after I lotioned up & put on my boxers and socks I walked back into the room.
I looked at nicki, she was captured into her phone.
"baby." I said softly.
she looked at me, "get in bed now."
I slowly got into bed & she put some cover over me.
"go to sleep baby." she said
I closed my eyes than spoke, "babe, can I vent to you?"
"yes."
"you remember my cousin Khaled right?" I asked her.
"yeaaah...why?" she questioned.
I told her all about the "little meeting" I had with him, him having karrueche, Chris being secretive, & me having to replace 7keys in just 120hrs.
"omg, is karrueche okay?" nicki asked.
"I don't know."
"omg, baby let me help y'all." she said.
I turned around and looked at her than said, "na, uh."
"yes baby, im gonna help you guys. you need all the help you can get & if anything I don't wanna lose anyone close to us; like Chris said." she said.
I thought about it.
just don't want her in the middle & getting hurt.
"baby, I'll think about it but im tired now." I said.
"okay baby, goodnight." she said.
I yawned, "goodnight baby."
