August
"now that we're definitely locked in, I want you to do something for me" I said eating the salad nicki ordered me.
she looked at me while drinking her whine, "what is it?"
"can you have a sit down with my baby's mother?" I asked hoping she doesn't throw her whine at me knowing her...
she slightly smiled, "I do want to spend time with the baby, I miss him a lot so definitely."
deep down inside I was so excited, I wanted to stand up and yell so badly but I have to remain cordial.
I smiled, "that's everything, have I ever told you how much I've loved you?"
she frowned, "we're here, still enjoying ourselves being calm and the engagement is back on. so yeah, I think I know."
I took a bite at my salad, "good."
"I know that salad is not that good." she smirked.
I pointed at it, "good, noooo."
I turned around and started looking for a waiter, which I didn't see one available.
"I'm more of a stake type guy, a damn bbq ribs type guy." I said making her smile.
one thing about nicki is that I love her smile, she is so beautiful I be damned if I ever fuck up again and have her hurt to the point where she don't even want me in her life.
she definitely changed me, I can say and I love her so much for that. no woman haven't been there for me like how she have.
I stared at her, "I Love You."
she looked up at me and started playing with her necklace.
"waiter!" she called.
"yes ma'am?" the waiter said approaching us as he was supposed.
"check please." I said.
he nodded and walked off.
when he left, my attention went right back to nicki.
"you heard me?" I asked.
"i heard you." she said looking at every thing else except me.
I was kind of hurt, I didn't think she'd diss me like that. I feel like it's not nicki that's in front of me, it's someone else sometimes.
"here you go sir." the waiter said placing the check down on the table.
I looked at it and pulled some money out, not even counting and placing it on the table.
I immediately got up and rushed out.
Nicki
I grabbed my purse, "August!" I yelled.
I looked at the total, "232.50 for a damn salad and some whine, get the fuck out of here."
I peeped that August placed way too much money down.
"the waiter do not deserve a 400 dollar tip, I'll be taking this." I said grabbing 3 hundred and leaving.
hoping August isn't mad that I didn't say I love you back.
*
the car ride was kind of silent, I tried turning on the radio but he would turn it right back off.
all I had left to do was look at my phone, and my phone is something that I really don't want to give my attention to but oh well...
it's better than nothing.
"I hurt you a lot." August said breaking the silence.
I looked at him as he continued to talk.
"you don't deserve to be treated the way you're treated, I want to start off new. right now, if you want the truth about anything ask me now, because later I'll be moved on from the past and the future will be nothing but truth and honesty because I want and need you to trust me." he said driving.
I looked away, "I don't want the truth to hurt me, I think I just rather not know August. let's just move on, the future contains what will be next."
he took a deep breath, "you slept with drake?"
I shook my head, "no August."
"good, did you kiss anyone that i need to know about?" he asked
I looked away, "no August, did you?"
he took his eyes off the road and looked at me, " actually I have, sevyn but it's nothing."
I jumped, "August look at the road, that is not worth my life!"
he smirked, "I know it isn't, so don't be hurt by it baby."
"I love you August." I said kissing his neck and playing with his ear with my tongue.
"I, I love you too baby." he said.
