Uncovered

Chapter 23

Songs:

Purpose - Justin Bieber

Life is worth living - Justin Bieber

The feeling - Justin Bieber (I'm just really feeling his songs)

Runnin' - Naughty boy (I know, kill me, but I like it and Beyoncé features in it :\)

(A/N I really love the gif up top, I just can't get over it and Candice is played by Lucy Hale (I do love her and in no way does Candice's character depict her) 

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I lay in bed, clad only in a grey top and a pair of panties, headphones in my ears listening to music and one of my favourite books in my hands. I'd take this over anything, on any day. Just me, myself, and I..... well except for Billo that is, but he's not really making much of a noise right now as he is asleep on the ground. They say people like to have space once in a while and be antisocial some times, but me, that's what I want to be like all the time.

After finishing the chapter I was on, I fold the corner of the page to mark where I am and place the book on my bedside table and take my headphones out of my ears and place them on top of my phone. I sluggishly hop off my bed, trust me I wouldn't be doing this if I didn't have too but I haven't had a shower today and its nearly four in the afternoon, and I woke up at like five this morning. I get to my ensuite and instantly strip my clothes off, not bothering to close the door because it's not like anyone's coming into my room because I'm pretty sure mum, dad and Sam are all out. I open the glass shower door and turn the taps on, making sure I twist the hot more than the cold. Once is heats up I step in and a shiver runs down my body, it feels so good.

I put my full body under the stream of water and let my hair and body get drenched by it. I massage my shoulders, needing at them to try and get the tightness out of them, the hot water helping me to do so. I feel my legs, checking if they are due for a shave and by the prickly feeling I get from touching them I can tell that they are in need of attention. I grab the soap from the shelve thing on the wall and as I do my sight blurs and I get a bit dizzy in the head, I stop for a second until it subsides and then go back to doing my legs, I would wax but I can't be bothered.

Once I've applied the soap and made a thick foam I grab the razor and start to shave, starting at my calf's. Once I get halfway through one leg I get dizzy again, but once again, I ignore it. I continue to shave but my strokes become more wobbly and rigid and soon I become light headed and my head starts to spin, I try and shake it off but it won't stop. My legs begin to feel like jelly and as though they could give way at any moment. Me being the stupid person I am, continue to shave, but after a few more seconds of doing that I feel a pain in my left calf, I look down to see my blood oozing out of the place that has just been freshly cut by my razor. Just the look of the bloody substance makes me want to gag and faint also. I quickly shut off the water and hop out grabbing a towel from the rack and wrap it around my body and then grab a hand towel and put it over the very large cut on my leg, how the fuck did I cut that much, ugh, even the thought of it makes vile rise to my throat.

I sit down on the end of my bed and try and gain more consciousness, but as I do I feel my self getting more and more dizzier, its not helping. I start to panic and my breathing becomes more rapid, what the fuck do I do, no ones here, Anne's gone grocery shopping, maybe I could call someone. I reach over to my phone and grab it, I unlock it taking a few times to get the password right because by bloody vision is so blurry. I go in to my contact and scroll through them once I get to Sam name, I call his number and wait to hear him pick up. After seven rings it goes to voice mail and I can't help but curse under my breath. Fuck people and not answering their phones. I decide to try Shay this time but once again no answer.