Joe's POV:
*Flashback {2 Days Ago}*
"You've made your decision Joe"
"Goodbye"
I couldn't I just couldn't.
I grabbed a razor from the bathroom
"Joe, if you can't leave with Y/N... Then you don't deserve to live at all..." I spoke to myself.
Then it was all a blur, I took the razor and slid it across my arm... I groaned. It hurt so much!
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*The Next Day*
I was smoking, I only did it to take away the pain of being without Y/N... When I was finished with it I took it out of my mouth and dug it into my skin.
I was used to this kind of pain now, I've been doing it for over 24 hours.
"Y/N! Y/N! Y/N! Oh I miss you sooooo much Y/N!!!!"
I sobbed
"Joe are you alright, Man?"
"GO AWAY CASPAR!!! I miss Y/N not you!"
"Oh well then..."
"I'm sorry Casp!"
"It's okay..." He took a long sigh "I know you miss Y/N..."
"I do I really do!"
"Would you like me to call her?"
"Yes please!"
"Ok what is it?"
"07397537117"
Then I heard the phone ringing and I knew that she wasn't going to pick up...
I had no chance.
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*The next day*
*knock knock*
"Joe?"
"Y/N?"
I sprinted out of the room running into her arms oh how I missed her tight hugs.
"Joe?"
"Yes, love?"
"Why have you been cutting?"
"Because I missed you!"
"Well that's not the way to fix that.
Joe you need to learn I can't always be here for you and when I'm not you can't just be doing this to yourself, you could die from this you know!" I could see the anger inside of her...
"I know..."
"Then why did you do it?"
"Because I knew that if I had to live without you then there's no point in living..."
"Joe I missed you too lets promise to never ever get into an argument again but if we do we just talk and work things out... Please I don't want to be like all those over couples and friends who just argue all the time..."
"I promise we won't!"
We hugged again then Y/N pulled away pushing my lips against hers . I missed this so much! I missed US so much.
"Eeeewwwww!!!!" Caspar shrieked in horror.
We moved closer to him and kissed again for longer then he just ran out...
"Bye Joe I'm going back to London!!!"
"BYE!!" We both replied in sync.
"So no more arguments?" Y/N asked
"No more arguments!" I replied hugging her.
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Username: Evie (A Joe Sugg Imagine)
FanfictionPLEASE READ: ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ I was 12 when i wrote this book and was not aware of the triggers that i put in it so the triggers will not be in the chapters but they will be in this description as sometimes there is only slight mention of them: ...
