You were locked away. Never to be seen from again. Together forever He said. It was nothing more than a lie. A rotten trick to capture you. He was scared of you just like everyone else. You hated him for lying to you, for tricking you, for stealing your heart. You were forever bound to him all because of his blood... and his beautiful words.
For the third time today you sat by the window and sang. "You didn't have to look my way. Your eyes still haunt me to this day, but you did. yes you did." You stopped with a sad smile. His eyes, those beautiful ice blue eyes. Your smile dropped. Ice blue just like the ice in your heart. Never before have you hated yet loved someone so much. "You didn't have to say my name Ignite my circuits and start a flame But you did." Oh how you wish you didn't fall for his plan. How you just wanted to forget him and move on.
"Oh, Turpentine erase me whole (Cause I) don't want to live my life alone (Well I) was waiting for you all my life Oh Why..." You place your fragile hand on your heart. Distracted by your singing and pain you didn't notice the door to your room open. In he stepped with two other people. He signaled them to stand still in their spots while he Ever so gently approached you. By this time you were made aware of his presence.
"Hello castiel." He shivered at the sound of you speaking his name. "Hello (y/n)." Cas didn't move any closer to you not in fear but in pity. He didn't want you to come undone. Who knows what could happen. How broken you must be. After all he put you here. Locked you up so you couldn't harm anyone out of fear. At the time he had your best interest in mind. Now he can see he was wrong for isolating you. You were so naive back then, but so was he.
"I need your help." He begged.
"No."
He squinted, "(y/n) hear me out. A daughter of Aphrodite is loose and on a killing spree."
"And why should-" You stopped once you turned around eyes landing on the two other men in the room. You protectively brought your hands to your chest. "Who are they? Why did you bring them here? Don't you know you're endangering them!?" The room grew cold dropping in degrees fast. The two brothers looked at each other. One of them pulled out an emf reader. You turned to the shorter one. "Put that thing away you're only embarrassing yourself."
Dean looked baffled for a second then it clicked. "Oh right... ha... your the ice queen."
You gave him daggers for a look, "I don't appreciate the name calling... little man."
"Hey I'm not little!" He roared with his I'm-a-manly-man-voice. "MY brother's just freakishly tall that's all."
"Dean focus!" Sam barked.
You turned to the tall man slowly taking steps towards him. Cas kept a watchful eye. "So this amazon is your brother?" Sam studied you and you studied him. His beautiful hazel green looking eyes told a story of his painful destinations. You wanted badly to stroke his cheek and feel his warmth, but you dare not to. Although you were stable and in the right mind you had no control over your power. The last thing you wanted to do was freeze this big beautiful man.
You softly pushed past him and made your way out of your room, cradling your hands. Cas followed right behind you. Making your way down the grand staircase you used the handrail, freezing it. Sam and dean watched in amazement. The ice crystallized perfectly, glittering in the light. Cas wasn't phased. He'd seen your tricks many times before. You were nothing more than old news to him. The spark within you died along time ago.
You stopped at what seemed to be a main room. "If I help you... you have to set me free."
"No, you know I can't do that." Cas sighed.
You felt a lump in your throat your eyes grew big and glossy. "Then no I won't help you." You walked out of the room and into the next one.
"Damn it cas we don't have time to be playing around!" Dean was angry.
Cas gave dean a lost expression. "What I did to her was unforgivable. I do not blame her for refusing to help... especially help me."
Sam stepped forward. "What- what if I talked to her? I can get her to help?"
Dean nodded knowing his brothers sweet words could get anyone to do what he wanted.
Cas thought about it. "Sam be careful she's unpredictable and has no control over her power."
"Yeah i'll do my best cas." He swallowed nervously.
Sam walked in the direction of your frozen ice trail. He was led to a big personal library. With eyes scanning the room sam found you looking out a big window. Your white gown sparkled in the light. The detail on the train of the dress was hand crafted by angels. The pearl beading along the low square scoop neck were their fossilized tears. The gown hugged your body beautifully. It was a perfect fit, lifting your breast tastefully. It was a gown made to please castiel and was a gift to you from him. You were to wear it the night the ritual and your christening was to be completed.
Sam hesitantly walked over to you. "That's a lovely dress... (y/n) is it?"
"Yes, and thank you. It was gift from castiel." Your eyes were still locked on the world outside.
He gave a small laugh that came off more as a scoff.
"Did something I say amuse you?"
"Uh- no... I just- so um cas gave you that dress huh?" Sam smiled nervously.
"Unfortunately yes. This damn thing is a painful reminder of what happened to me. What he did to me." You turned to face him. "I'd burn this damn thing if it wasn't the only thing I had to wear."
Sam quickly found. "What exactly happened, if you don't mind me asking?"
You sighed, "not at all. What you say your name was?"
"Oh sam. I'm sam winchester"
You sat in a chair and motioned him to sit with you and he did.
You sighed again, "it's been three years since I've been trapped here by castiel. Three whole years I've been alone. Waiting for castiel to return to me and fulfill his promise. I now realize it was just a set up."
"What did he promises you?" Sam asked interested.
You gave him a gentle look. "Brace yourself."
YOU ARE READING
Run. Castiel x Reader x Sam
Romancereader insert! Castiel loved you so much... that his love for you started to get in the way of his protection of Dean. Castillo had to break his own heart by locking you away to keep you from himself. years later he returns with Sam and Dean begging...