Jealous || Beyoncè Knowles & Onika Maraj

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Beyonce Knowles's POV.

Everything is not all it seems to be.

Today has been nothing pure hell. I woke up late, missed my meeting, cracked my phone, and fell down the stairs. Nothing's been going right.

"Babe, it's okay. Did you speak to your manager?" Assyria peeked her head in.

I nodded my head and groaned, "She told me that I have to come up with a song before the end of the month. The record label wants to see progress in my work."

She smiled, "I know you can do it. You just need some inspiration."

"Why does everyone keep saying that? I've done all everything. Trust me."

She looked at the floor and glanced back at me, "Maybe you need to come out your comfort zone."

"Babe, please stop. I'll think of something soon."

She sighed and looked at the floor, "Well baby, I'm going shopping. I got paid and you know I can't wait to spoil myself."

"I know that's right. Listen I'll see you later boo." I laughed a bit.

Starting to wish I left her as a friend.

She grinned at me and disappeared into the hall. I smiled feeling a lot more relaxed. My phone ringed making my mind wonder off into curiosity. Picking it up, I realized it was Amber.

I answered and placed her on speaker.

Hello? I asked really not wanting to talk.

She groaned, "It's Onika."

I cleared my throat as I felt the butterflies fly around in my stomach.

"Oh hey, wassup Onika?" I asked her smirking.

She laughed, "Can you do me a favor?"

"What is it?" I asked feeling more interested in the conversation.

"Can you pick me up from Amber's house?"

I blinked twice and smiled, "Sure I'll be there in a few.

She thanked me and caused me to smirk. After hanging up, I quickly got dressed. I didn't want to keep her waiting too long. For some reason I was happy as hell and couldn't stop smiling. She still had that affect on me. After a year of us not she still could make me smile and be happy. It's crazy how she still has a hold on to me.

After taking a quick shower and getting dressed, I headed over to Amber's house. As I drove, I couldn't keep my mind off of Onika. My thoughts continued to get naughtier and naughtier causing to get wetter and hotter.

"Bey focus." I whispered to myself.

Soon, I was in front of the door and she was standing in front of the house. I smiled unlocking the doors and letting her slide in. She had her long and flowing and shades on her face.

"Thanks so much Bey." She smiled strapping herself in.

"No problem Nika. Where you going?" I asked her with a slight smile.

I was hoping she'd want to stay with me. Just so I can be around her longer. I missed being in her presence and having her close to me.

"It doesn't matter. Just drop me over at In and Out Burger. I'll call Michael's sister to come get me." She sighed shuffling through her purse.

I bit my bottom lip trying to think of something.

"Nika, you don't have to wait there. Just come to my house." I suggested hoping she wouldn't second guess.

She shook her head and frowned a bit, "I don't think that's a good idea."

I didn't wait to sound thirsty or desperate, but I really wanted to be around her.

"Come on Nika, we can kick it like old days. Remember?" I smiled.

She smiled a bit and then looked out the window, "Yeah, but those days been over."

I sighed, "They don't have to be."

"But they are." She stated bluntly.

I sighed and started driving in the direction of In And Out. I didn't want to start an argument me with her, so I just cut the conversation short.

She turned the radio and started dancing to "Jumpman" by Drake and Future.

"Yeah, Jumpman Jumpman Jumpman, I don't need know introduction." She danced and sang.

I jumped, "Jumpman Jumpman Jumpman Metro Boomin on production, woo."

She smiled, "Hundred cousins out in Memphis, they so country, woo."

"Tell her stay the night, valet your car, come fuck me now."

After going back and forth, the song finally went off and we had a good laugh.

"I missed you so much Bey. It's crazy how most exes don't get along, but I don't feel that way towards you." She smiled as we finally pulled in front of In And Out.

I nodded and felt my face changing all types of different colors.

"You don't miss me?" She gasped.

"I do, I was just lost for words." I whispered.

She smirked, "I see I still have that affect on you."

I only giggled and glanced down at my lap. I felt fingers under my chin and lifting my face.

"It's good to know that." She bit her lip and whispered, "I want to kiss you so bad."

She breathed in and sighed, "But I can't."

She gathered her things and got out the car, but before she closed the door.

"You know my number, call me sometimes baby girl." She winked.

I grinned hella hard and only nodded, "I will."

She ran off into the restaurant leaving
me alone in the parking lot. After a few minutes of letting that sink in, I finally drove off. Nothing could ruin this day. Nothing.