Jealous || Beyoncè Knowles & Onika Maraj

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Beyonce Knowles POV.

I could believe what the doctor had just told me. I was pregnant. A baby was growing inside of me and would soon be here in nine months. I had tried before to get pregnant with Jay, but it never worked.

A tear slipped out of my eye and slid down my cheek. All I kept thinking about is Onika's reaction when I explained what happened last week. It was breaking my heart to even think about.

"Christopher I'm pregnant. How will I tell her?" I cried even more, "I'm so scared that it's going to be over for us. I know how she's going to react. We're going to finished."

He pulled me close and kissed my forehead, "You don't need to stressing while your pregnant. The only thing you can tell her is what happened."

I nodded and sighed, "I'm trusting you Christopher. I hope you're right."

The doctor gave me a few numbers, so I could get in contact and get a doctor for check ups and also a few pills and vitamins. Christopher and I left and went to get something eat. We went back to my house and chilled for a few. This helped take my worries away, just chilling with him made me happy.

I started off into the distance as I sat down on the couch. My thoughts raced. I could picture Onika and King packing their bags and walking out the house now. A tear slipped down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away.

"Chris, I'm about to take a nap. When you leave lock the house up." I mumbled as I made my way up the staircase.

"A nap? You're tired?" He questioned as he stuffed his face with my chocolate covered donuts.

I rolled my eyes and nodded, "I'm stressed and I needed something that will help me get my mind off of this situation."

"I'll lock up when I leave." He mumbled.

I closed my door and locked it. I could really use a blunt right now, but unfortunately I'm pregnant an it's most definitely not good for the baby. Don't get me wrong, I am excited that I'm pregnant. I tried countless times with Jay and had a miscarriage. But right now isn't a good time for a child. Onika and I just got back on good terms and it's going to break her heart, but I have to tell her soon or later.

I stripped out of my clothes and stood in front of my body mirror. I smiled as I imagined me with a full bump.

"You're going to bring me so much joy. Regardless how frustrated I may be right now, just know you mean the world to me." I giggled.

May be this is God's doing.

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