Jealous || Beyoncè Knowles & Onika Maraj

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Beyoncé Knowles's POV.

"Christopher, how the fuck am I suppose to tell Onika that I fucked you and not only that I could be pregnant. Because we didn't use a condom." I cried.

Everything was going fine until I came out Miami. I wasn't sexually attracted to him at all, but I'm going to completely own up to what I did. I'm not going point the fingers at all. I'm going to take full responsibility for what went did and so will Chris because both of us were wrong. The only was on my mind at the moment was Onika. I didn't want her to leave me. I was so scared and I already know how she feels about cheaters.

"Bey, it's nothing we can do. Okay? It happened. Life still goes on, you know what I'm saying? We both have to tell Onika and if you're pregnant we will take care of it together." He said pulling me into a hug.

I cried into his shoulder. I feel like everything was over for me. The love of my life was going to leave and my fans were going to be let down.

"I need to clear my head, I need a break Christopher. I can't take this anymore." I said as I grabbed my phone.

"Bey, where are you going?" I questioned her.

"I need to clear my head. I'm going to the beach." I muttered and walked out the door after slamming it.

Walking down to the beach, I sat down in the sand. Nobody was really out here, it was like 9 in the morning. A few people were doing some beach workouts and jogging on the broadwalk, but it was basically empty. I ran my hands through the wet sand and watched as each wave crashed against the shore. I got lost in my own thoughts a little before my phone brought me out of my trance. I wiped my hand on my legs and picked my phone up.

"Hello?" I spoke slightly above a whisper.

"Hey baby, did I wake you up?" Onika said in a concerned voice.

"Nah, I'm on the beach. Just thinking of a few things." I sighed watching the water touch my feet.

"Mhmm, like what?" She questioned.

I gulped trying to think of this was the right time to tell her what happened.

"Nothing.... how's King doing baby?" I asked her trying to change the subject.

"Fine, he's playing in the backyard with his friends Jacarri." She replied.

"That's good, tell him I miss him and love him." I smiled thinking of his big smile he put on when he sees me.

"I will baby, how was the club performance?" She laughed.

"It was fun, I enjoyed myself." I mumbled.

"That's great, well I'm going to let you go. Okay babe?" She giggled.

"Okay, I love you Onika." I smiled thinking of her.

"I love you too Beyoncé." She laughed again.

I hung up and stood up, dusting the sand off of my butt.

"You'll find a way out of this and become stronger from this situation." I thought to myself.