A/n: I wrote this for my bestie v_my_hero bc she's awesome. I hope you enjoy.
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Days were taking longer to end. The amount of work you had was simply unbearable. It was so hard to manage. Your eyelids were heavy from exhaustion and you were on the edge of breaking.There was always something tearing through you and your happiness. There were so many times when you thought you'd give up. There were so many times you thought that if everything ended the world would be better.
As you reached the inside of your apartment you fell to the floor in disparity. You wish things would change. Life was too hard, you entered this world with so much hope and patience. Like many others, you fell a victim to depression and stress. You could only take so much more.
He was gone as well. Him, the one, your everything. Jihoon was away with work. He was busy like you. The only difference was that he loved what he did for work. You sat in an abject state on the cold floor of your quiet apartment. You prayed for a sign it was all worth it.
When you gained strength to get up, you noticed a baby blue envelope on your countertop. As you walked towards it you noticed your name written neatly with a heart next to it.
You exhaled as you chuckled to yourself. It was a relief. He left a note. You looked at it momentarily, then you proceeded to open it.
His neatly written words inked the paper in abundance. Your eyes widened as you tried to dismiss your overwhelmed state. "Dear Alex." You whispered as you began to read the letter.
"Don't be afraid of the world you know and love." That's what you told me when I confessed my dreams. You told me to run after them and to be fearless. You gave your all. You taught me what love was. You made me believe in myself. You gave me a reason to believe. You were the only one that saw me for who I truly am.
I love you. I will admit it to anyone. I'd even write it one million times if it made my feelings towards you clear. It's so hard being away from you. I wish I could take you to the stars. I wish I could hold you as you slept after a stressful day.
I wish I could shelter you from all the pain and devastation. I'd keep you close, I'd reassure you that you'll only see better days.
I'd make you smile any chance I got. You shine so bright, the sun is envious. I'd literally do anything for you. I want to come back and tell you that your hardships are temporary. I want you to know no matter how hard it gets, you'll be able to find safety with me. I'll always be here. Despite the distance, despite the struggles, I'm yours."
Your eyes watered as you closed the letter. He never made his feelings as clear as they were in the messages. You inhaled as you picked up the phone. You wanted to tell him so much. You wanted to pour your heart out the same way. It's funny how distance brought you closer.
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FanficJust some imagines for the kpop group Seventeen. Feel free to request. I don't exclude any genders!