My Brother Best Friend

Regret

I honestly didn't know she was a virgin. Now I really feel bad about doing what I did to her. She will never forgive me for this, there is only one person who I can talk to.

I pull up to the cemetery. I get out an head straight to the one person I wanted to talk. I reached the grave and kneeled right in front of him. It was Neveah brother, my best friend.

"Wassup bro......How you feeling up there?......Ummmm you prolly already know this but ummm...... I made a big mistake by fucking with to Neveah...... I know if you was here you would be mad as hell at me......but I like her a lot, shit I love her......I just don't know what to do, I don't want to hurt her but I really don't want to lose her."

It was quiet and the wind was blowing hard. I felt somebody watching me but I just shrugged it off.

"Anyway bro, I'm still gone watch over her no matter what, I hope you can forgive me on what my decision is, I love you bro" I added and stood up. I felt someone behind me so, I turned to look and I can't believe what I saw.

I hope I'm dreaming.

~Corey~

"I feel so stupid, he the only one I let hit and now look at me" I said to Kitta

"Honey everybody makes mistakes, I know he didn't mean what he said" she said trying to stop me from crying but it didn't work because I felt betrayed.

"That's exactly it Kitta, he said it was a mistake" I said crying.

"Stop crying over that boy, he don't deserve you. Forget him Veah, you can do so much better baby, now lets forget about that asshole and focus on you. We should get some take out, order some movies and get in our PJs" she said smiling

"That sounds like fun" I said getting out if my crying mood

"We'll let's go to my crib then we go grab some movies?" I nodded and we got up and got dressed.

I just put on some blue jeans, a white fitted shirt, my coach shoes and my north face jacket. We hopped in her car and left.

Hopefully this takes my mind off of things.

[2 WEEKS LATER]

Lately I have been feeling weird. No in not pregnant, well at least I think I'm not. Thats not it thou, I been having this gut feeling about something but I just don't know what it is. I feel like people have been watching my every move, every where I go. Maybe it's just me.

Anyway since that last argument with Corey, I haven't seen or talk to him at all. I mean I'm glad I haven't but I kind of miss him. Okay I really do miss him. That's my baby even if he don't know it. Lol.

I was clocking out for work and was about to walk out when somebody called my name.

"Nurse J" someone said. I turned to see Will. He always comes in to see his mother, who is my patient that I take care of. He is so sweet to come see his mother everyday.

"Hey Will" I said smiling. And let me tell you he was fine. Built, buff, light skin, nice little fade, gorgeous smile, with dimples and he could sing. Damn, he was just my type.

"Wassup Nea Nea?" He said smiling showing off his dimples, he always called me that.

"Just got off, about to head to the crib" I responded

"Well let me walk you out, I was just about to leave too" he said and I nodded. We walked together all the way to my car talking about our childhood and laughed. We stopped at my car door.

"Yea, you was a little bad ass" he said to me and I laughed.

"I think you was worser" I said laughing putting my purse and bags in the back seat.

"You got a beautiful laugh" he said staring at me. I chuckled and blushed smiling.

"Well thanks for walking me to my car" I said trying to avoid his comment

"No problem, you know a beautiful women like you can't be walking out alone at night. He said getting a little close to me.

"I guess I will talk to you tomorrow" I said

"Why wait till tomorrow, how about tonight?" He said flashing them dimples. I rolled my eyes.

"If that's your way of asking me for my number then its corny" I said raising my eyebrow

"Yeah, so. It was either me asking you or going through your papers at work" he said I just laughed and got in my car starting it up. "So is that a yes?" He asked closing my door. I raised down the window and wrote my number down on a piece a paper.

"Don't use it too much" I said as I raised the window back up.

"Don't worry I will" he said and smiled. I pulled off.

This could be a good start to a new friendship, hopefully.