I just wanna take this time to thank ya'll for reading it's my first time but so far so good.
I've seen my death and I know that I'm still willing to walk into it for u...
Lucas.
We had all cleaned up the house me and Marcus were staying in the guest room and Lisa was sleeping with Lauren Marcus was teasing them about keeping the noise down and I just giggled while Lauren chased him around with her shoe it was funny he kept asking me to help him but I just stood there giggling.
We went up to our room and I took a shower while he waited for me to come out.
As I was walking out the bathroom he was laying on his back in his boxer briefs only I looked at him for a minute admiring his body how his muscle ripple with his slitest movement how his abs were perfectly chiseled the way he had those sexy V lines running down his body I bit my lips and he looked at me with an evil smirk on his face he got off the bed making all his muscles tense up he was so sexy he walked up to me leaned down and was about to kiss me but didn't "see how do u like it when I tease u" he side stepped away from me and went into the bathroom leaving me speechless I smiled to myself knowing that he has started a war he can't win not against me.
Marcus.
I was about to get into the shower when lucas walked over to me and pressed his body to mine leaning forward before I could stop him and Bit me on my chest I threw my head back in pleasure he made me forget my trail of thought he kissed his way down my body running his togue along every space of exposed skin kissing his way down until he reached my breifs he was about to pull it down and I just let him do as he pleased but he just got on his feet and walked away with a smirk on his lips "u have no idea who you're messing with baby" he said to me as he left the bathroom and me in silence I was wordlessly steering at him as he left me there wanting more I got into the shower and I made it a cold one.
I had left the room to meet Lisa and Lauren downstairs waiting for me but I couldn't see Lucas anywhere I looked at them in confusion "he's outside waiting on us" Lauren said in annoyance we got out there and he was sitting in the car we got in and were on our way to get breakfast at star bucks.
We got to the place and ordered our food sat and waited for them to call our order so while we waited we talked about school and the party and all those normal things but I couldn't help but look at Lucas when he spoke his lips his smile he seem to notice me steering at him and he just looked at me for a brief moment and went on speaking they called our order and I went to collect it everyone checked to make sure we got everything and we left for home while in the car Lisa and Lauren were talking while Lucas was watching out the window look as though he was in deep thought I placed my hand on his and he looked at me "so why does it look like you're worried about something?" he smiled a sad smile but he didn't speak he made me worried.
Lucas.
When I left Marcus in the shower Ravon came and asked to talk to me "so what's up" I asked him "he is falling in love with u if he isn't already there I know u like him OK maybe u love him but did he tell u what happens to our kind especially high born when they fall in love with humans" I looked at him I confusion "they kill the human and punish the vampire my brother has shown human companion before and they have all paid with their lives for it but with u its different if they try to hurt u I don't know what he will do I don't know how far he'll go to protect u form that but I'm afraid to find out so just be careful and be sure this is what u want cause if he really does love u I'm sure that he'll leave the vampire world to be with u" I was scared that he may be right if he was I wasn't sure I would want Marcus to give up everything he knows and all the people he loves just for me I was afraid he saw it he saw my mood he felt my sadness I didn't know what to do I think I'm falling in love with him not being around him hurts and when I with him the world seems so perfect but how would it be fair to him if he had to give up everything for me?
I'll leave him and he can go back to being a king and I can go back to being alone and empty I can bear it I've been dealing with it most of my life it won't be something new to me as I had made up my mind he walked in the room "u are not allowed to leave me" he said I looked at him surprised how did he know "I can feel it u are planning on walking away I won't allow u to" I wanted to argue but he hugged me and all I could do was sob he made me feel safe "I would give anything to make u happy so don't ever think that I would miss anything in my world I'll still have Ravon and Lauren I don't have anything else keeping me sane but u if u leave me what do u think I'll do?" he was holding me tight like I was about to evaporate "let me tell u this here and now I love u if my council trys to hurt u I'll kill them if my world has a problem with u I'll leave it and if I must never show my face to the world again just so I could love u I'll do it their is nothing I wouldn't do just to he with u I've just found u please don't leave me" he was crying I couldn't speak so I just nodded "well I have an idea but u may not like it" he pulled back and looked at me "why not change me and we could be together forever" he didn't respond he didn't move he just looked at me as doh I was a dream "I can't I won't it's not right that I get to take your life when it's so precious to me why must it be u to sacrifice who u are for me my world is nothing but Monsters who believe themselves perfect" he kissed me and I didn't reply or argue with him for now at some point I'll bring it back up for now I'll just enjoy this time we have together and figure out what will happen at some point he'll have to make a decision and I hope he picks the right one.
