Dreams are our deepest desires taking form showing us what it is we truly want most..
Lucas.
I woke up with something warm and hard rapped around me I felt safe here it was perfect I looked up knowing who it would be Marcus he was so beautiful when he slept it is nice being with him like this but this never last long we are never like this for more than a few minutes after I wake up cause he move and gets out of bed leaving me in a daze feeling empty when he leaves today I wasn't letting him leave I will be the one letting go this time I moved to get out of his arms but they only got tighter I pushed again but that's when he spoke "this time I'm not letting go" that sentence made me feel pure bliss for once he isn't giving up but then it came back to me "let go of me Marcus this can't happen remember u can't just change your mind u keep playing these games with me I'm done" I tried to get out of his arms again proving futile he was to strong "Lucas I know I keep saying it would be safe for u not to fall for me but I would be lying if I didn't tell u that I've already fallen for u" I puased was he serious after what he said after he walked away twice after staying away from school just to avoid me what does he think that if he says how he feels I'll just forget about all that "u have to be kidding u are unbelievable" I waited for him to let me go and I got out of his arms and stormed out of his room grabbed Lisa said bye to Lauren and left there house Lisa looked at me while we were in the car "are u gonna tell me what happened or do I have to call Lauren" I looked at he with annoyance "he said he had feelings for me" she looked at me with a big O "after he had already told me we couldn't be together after I asked him twice why and after he kissed me for the second time" she was in shock I hadn't gotten around to tell her all this "he keeps playing with me one minute we can't be together and the next he's kissing me what does he think I am a fuckin toy for his pleasure" she didn't say anything she just let me vent "he keeps sending me mixed signals and all I want to do is fall for him but then he puts up a wall to stop me why is it so complicated with him" I stopped venting and drove in silence till I got to Lisa's house I said goodbye to her and was about to go home but instead I called Alex and decided to go over to his house.
Alex.
So Lucas called and he was on his way over I started to clean up right away I ordered a pizza and it would get her after he does I got a quick shower and put on some basketball shorts and waited for him.
He rang the doorbell and I opened it right away hugging him when he walked in the house I kissed him but I could feel the rage coming off him I waited he was sitting in the entertainment room waiting for me to walk in "so what's wrong Luc" he looked at me with a fake smile he wasn't going to tell me but I was sure it had something to do with Marcus "never mind u don't have to tell me" we get on the chairs and he takes off his jeans and shirt laying in my lap with only his boxers and white t on I put in a movie while we wait for the pizza the door bell rings and I got to answer it when I opened it he was standing there looking at me with a blank steer on his face "did u get him to do what I asked u to yet?" he wasn't happy see to break a bond like Marcus and lucas I had to sleep with one of them so the other would block then out and they would no longer be connected but it's proving harder than expected Lucas wouldn't give up the goods and the client was getting impatient with me "it's harder than u think sir but I'll keep trying" he sighed "u better hurry before I get someone else to do it and they won't be gentle about it" I growled it was just wrong what he was thinking he smiled at me and left leaving the pizza on the door step he was scary but it seems I didn't care I would kill or be killed just to protect Lucas and I didn't realise it till just in that one moment what was I going to do?
I walked back into the room "Lucas I have something to tell..." before I could finish my sentence he was kissing me touching me everywhere he touched burned with a heat he wanted to do more than touch he kissed my neck and trailed his way down my body kissing and licking every inch of skin he could find when he got to my pants waist I was about to let him continue but against my pure wanting I stopped him "we can't I know u like Marcus" he snapped his head up at me in shock "when u kiss me it's like your eyes tell me that u feel nothing" he was about to protest but I looked at him and he stopped "I know how it feels to like someone and not have them return that feeling u feel that connection with him and I can see it clear as day" he got off his keens and walked to the bed "Yeah but he doesn't feel the same way he keeps leading me on and then shooting me down its frustrating" he was on the brink of tears I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him "trust me he feels the same way Everytime I'm around u I could feel his eyes burning holes in me trust me he likes u maybe he even loves u" I looked at me with a sad smile "I'm sorry I did this to u I shouldn't have gotten into a relationship with u when I knew I didn't feel the same" I smiled at him if he only knew the truth I would have to run because that guy is gonna come for me now maybe I can go hide at Dante's he won't come looking for me there "I'm sorry to I should have stopped u from the start but you're so infectious" he blushed I couldn't bring myself to hurt him in the end even if it meant he wasn't mine the only problem now is how am I getting out of here without being noticed what am I going to do "Yo Lucas can u call Marcus and tell him come over" he looked at me with curiosity in his eyes he opened his mouth to say something but just nodded instead this was going to be tricky even for me.
Marcus.
I felt horrid after Lucas left he wasn't happy not with me at least I couldn't take it anymore the running away from him know what he meant to me I was feeling guilty cause if I loose him it's my fault he was will to give me a chance I I blew it maybe it's for the best I'll try my hardest to move on.
As I was about to get up off the bed my phone rings I look at it and it's him so I answer "hey Luc what's up" he was quite for a minute "can u come meet me at Alex's house it's Important" I was surprised he would ask me to come there "sure I'll be there in about 5" he said OK and hung up what the hell was going on why would he ask me to come there maybe it's a trap I don't know what that demon is up to but I'm gonna find out and if he's hurt my lucas in anyway I will gladly kill him without a second thought.
